*@#!?$%&@!#*
we were cheated!
it isn't fun-day, more like WTH-day.
it was so not we expected AT ALL.
haiiii.
disappointing man..
i conclude: LECTURERS CAN'T DANCE! hahahaha.
you should have seen the 'cool' moves.
it was hilarious. EXTREMELY.
i wanna see the clip!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA


it is me, not you.

haiii.
i have to wake up freaking early tmr.
and its a saturday la.
WTH.
i wanna sleep in..
and my left foot is like swollen or smth.
feels so uncomfortable.
hopefully the swollen-ness will be gone soon.
almost a week since it was swollen.
SIGHS.


i wished i knew..

i can't breathe.
i need fresh air.
i hate exams.
i feel drained.
i wish ...


my light in the endless darkness..

FOR ONCE, i'll be studying at home.
HAHA.
i'll be CHIONG-ING at full speed now.
WISH ME LUCK!!
RANDOM FACT: I'M HAVING MEE SUA LATER! yums.
hopefully i can get lots of stuff done by today.
SIGHS.
I NEED MOTIVATION!


无法形容的快乐..

went to study again.
i'm beginning to feel that i might be a robot.
all i ever do these few days is just studying and more studying.
WTH.
and i was late today. OPPS.
SORRY, AH CAI!! (:
and after awhile, ah cai and alison left for school to give someone his present.
BUT. i didn't follow cos i was a little lazy to go along. HEEHEE.
then i was studying alone ):
HAHAHA.

alison and ah cai with their hoodies(:



don't make a girl shed a tear for you..

ULTRA PEK CHEK-NESS
SPOT THE DIFFERENCE can generate the highest level of PEK CHEK-NESS in you.
the differences are seriously ANNOYING.
sometimes, i will feel like complaining or giving some feedback.
WTH.
i always have trouble finding the last difference.
BUT, the photos are cool.. not the average kind. me like it(:

RANDOM FACT: I DRANK TURTLE SOUP AND ATE TURTLE MEAT FOR LUNCH(: yummy

its kinda obvious that i didn't study in the end. HAHA.
i came home around 4.
ONE HOUR has passed but nothing has been done.
OPPPS.
after logging on facebook, i declared that today will be my 'OFF' day(:
HAHAHAHA.


A rose speaks of love silently,
in a language known only to the heart.

FRIDAY
summary: i was being BULLIED and the other two were being annoying as usual. ya.
and i kinda accidentally jabbed my right knee against the edge of a small table at the kids section at the library.
and now, i have a BALAKUU. *sobs* its painful when i poke it. HAHA.
surprisingly, i managed to complete some stuff.
WOW.
cell bio's DONE. complete.
OH. and there was A LOT of ppl.
like seriously A LOT of ppl surrounding the entire atrium from the bottom to the top at causeway point.
it was for some new channel u show that is currently showing on tv now.
i'm too lazy to go down and turn on the tv. HAHA.

TODAY
summary: i made ppl come to bishan library. HAHA.
thats revenge for ytd.
BUT, i was still being BULLIED.
WTH. *shakes head*
RANDOM FACT: I HAD MEE SUA TODAY(: and alison ate my oysters!
i completed oc. which is a REFIEF. PHEW.
but.. i still have to revise all my modules again.
SIAN.
countdown to THE D-PAPERS.
RANDOM FACT: I WAS BITTEN BY MOSQUITOES): i hate them.
I DECLARE: I NEED TO FOCUS MORE!!
SHOO, DISTRACTIONS SHOO!

hmm. should i study tmr? but its SUNDAY.
but i have papers next week and i should really mug harder. SIGHS.
but i can kinda predict what will happen tmr when i decide to study at home:
-feel sian and do nothing
-turn on the NO.1 distraction, THE TV.
-fall asleep on my NO.2 distraction, MY BED.
-do useless stuff on my NO.3 distraction, MY LAPTOP.
DAMN IT.
i'm surrounded by LOTS of distractions which aren't helping my mission to study more.
WTH.
i think i should try other surroundings next sem,
like lock myself up in an empty room that has nothing but a table, a chair and a washroom.
ya. maybe then i will be able to concentrate better. HAHA.


you are always in my radar(:

sighs.
since i came home like 2 hours ago, i haven't started studying.
i was playing spot the difference on facebook. it is addictive.

but today's study session was a little more productive than the other days. HAHA. and i overslept. OPPS. but i wasn't the latest. HAHAHA.

random facts: I HAD MEE SUA TODAY! (:

tmr is THE END of the week! wth.
hopefully i will be able to accomplish more tmr. i need to do more.

You're not the only one who feels this way.

fourth of march is nearing(:

i had been slacking since 7pm.
not productive at all.
damn it.

camp rock is nice(:
nice plot and music.

我想要的那片天空, 你是不是能夠給我?

YOU WILL BE MISSED.
YOU WILL BE REMEMBERED.
REST IN PEACE.

it has been a long and tiring day...

tmr will mark the start of jannah's 'try-to-study-as-much-as-possible' operation. hope it will be a success. my home is a BAD environment that will not induce studying but sleeping and slacking. but studying outdoors might not yield the best results either, thats if i'm not in the mood to mug or there isn't any motivation for me to mug.
i need A MOTOR.
i need to find out my optimal conditions for mugging asap.

Friendship or Love?
someone has to make the decision eventually.

i'll be praying.
life is fragile.
cherish everything that comes your way.

you shouldn't have done anything in the first place. mine wasn't moved at all. if you had tried harder, things might have been different right now. but i guess, it wasn't meant to be in the first place. thats why i am where i am now. perhaps things are better the way they are now. i shouldn't have gone there, knowing that i was going to leave somehow...
i did something bad. but its better if i was the bad person. someone had to do that eventually and i chose to do it then..
i won't blame you and neither will you...

i'm to lazy to update. sighs.
just came back from dinner at the 99cents sushi restaurant, chatted for a little while.
oc prac test was alright, i think. no comments.
sally: WE WILL STAND BY YOU, ALWAYS (:

you never fail to make me smile (:

CRAP.

SIGHS. i haven't really studied anything this weekend, probably because there were too many distractions and i didn't have the mood to do anything that will hurt my brain. HAHAH. if only we had real holidays for cny. WOW. that will be 15 days of NO-SCHOOL. NOT BAD AH! sighs.. exams are such mood spoilers. STUPID EXAMS. haiii. looks like i will need PLAN B. i think i'll be off to school tmr early? cos there ISN'T ANY OC LECTURE. YAHOOOO.. so i will still have to wake up so early.. SIGHS.

mum's calling me to have my dinner. my relatives are over for dinner to mark the end of cny. -.-'' steamboat! my favourite for cny. HAHAH.

BYE.

有你在的地方, 我总感觉很窝心..

苦茶 (黑澀會美眉+棒棒堂)

chorus:

不用等你開口先說我愛你
在那之前想對你說我願意
你不必問 你也不必等
這一刻 就值得愛到永恆

我該如何讓你明白我愛你
在那之後 你點頭說我願意
想照顧你 想守護着你
這一刻 只想把你抱緊

...

-.-''post

TEN ARE YOUS
1. Are you single – loving it
2. Are you happy – when I’m shopping
3. Are you bored – when I have nothing to do
4. Are you fair – I think so.
5. Are you Italian – I am a Singaporean(:
6. Are you intelligent –I hope so(:
7. Are you honest – always am.
8. Are you nice – all the time(:
9. Are you Irish – erm, I am Chinese.
10. Are you Asian – Isn’t Chinese asian?

TEN FACTS
1. Full Name - リムジャナ-
2. Nicknames – *too many to be named*
3. Birth place – Singapore
4. Hair color – always have been black
5. Natural hair style - natural
6. Eye Color - black
7. Birthday – mid-august baby!!
8. Mood – SLEEPY
9. Favorite color – black, gray, brown, beige.
10. One place you'd like to visit – hmm, the whole world(:

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Have you ever been in love - secret.
2. Do you believe in love at first sight – when I’m watching movies?
3. Do you currently have a crush? – erm, is it even considered as one?
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - yup
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart – I never intended to do that.
6. Have you ever had your heart broken – my heart’s still intact and beating.
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them – most of the time.
8. Are you afraid of commitment -depends.
9. Who was the last person you hugged -*STM*
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? - *STM*

TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust - LOVE.
2. Hard liquor or beer – rather not choose
3. Cats or dogs - PUPPIES
4. A few best friends or any regular friends – BFFs
5. Creamy or Crunchy – I don’t get it
6. Pencil or Pen – both(:
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - romantic.
8. Money or Happiness – hmm, both?
9. Night or day – Night, so I can sleep forever.
10. Internet Messenger or phone – depends who I am communicating with(:

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out - *STM*
2. Seen a polar bear – they always show it on TV
3. Done something you regret – I try not to regret my decisions.
4. Bungee jumped – nope, but I think my heart might pop out while doing that.
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - NEVER
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker – huh?
7. Been caught naked – erm, noo.
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back – no comments
9. Cried because you lost a pet – its not something I will cry over.
10. Wanted to disappear – depends. I want to disappear before exams and appear before the holidays

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes - eye
2. Light or dark hair - dark
3. Hugs or kisses – hugs are warm and nice
5. Intelligence or attraction – if intelligence can attract me, why not?
6. Topman or Zara – love both.
7. Funny or serious – both.
8. Older or Younger – definitely older.
9. Outgoing or quiet – I don’t know. Depends on how I feel.
10. Sweet or Bad – anything that can make me smile.

TEN HAVE YOUS
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd – I think I can remember doing that.
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - yup
3. Ever tried walking on your hands – is doing that in the swimming pool counted?
4. Ever been to a rock concert – I am not a fan of rock
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team – for the sake of my class, yes
6. Ever been on a dance team – for the sake of my class, yes
7. Ever been on a sports team – don’t think so..
8. Ever been in a drama play/production – ya. It was a bad experience..
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? I want to..
10. Ever been in a rap video? – I don’t rap. -.-“

TEN LASTS
1. Last phone call you made – lasy to check my phone..heehee
2. Last person you hugged - *STM*
3. Last person you hung out with – SHIRIN
4. Last time you worked – no experience
5. Last person you talked to – my mum
6. Last person you IM'd - ren wei
7. Last person you texted – lazy to check
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - I think it was bride wars with Alison and Julianty? Can't remember clearly..
9. Last person/thing you missed – my beauty sleep
10. Last website visited - *STM*

BEING TAGGED IS SO MA FUN. i can't believe i completed it. -.-''

おちゃ [green tea]

after school, headed to amk central with julianty for a tea session plus dinner at a sushi restaurant. green tea at 80cents/tea bag and we sat there since 5? we left at 730pm. i needed to pee twice la. thank goodness the toilet is just next to the restaurant.. HAHAHA. its nice chatting over おちゃ. but i prefer おちゃ at novena's branch. we warmed the seats up for the time we were there. HAHA. we made the 80cents おちゃ worth by refilling our cups with warm water that was free flow!!! i think i drank about more than TEN cups of おちゃ? HAHA. ate the usual sushi that we will eat if we went there. julianty was eating so she wouldnt feel hungry later at night. HAHAH.


our table at around 6 plus(:

the best combo to eat with sushi/raw food

おちゃ! one of my frequent drinks.
one of my favorites too(:

SIAN.
COMT at 10am tmr but my group has already finish presenting. BORING.
meeting shirin later at 6pm.. a little late, but never mind, its a FRIDAY NIGHT. HAHA.
i owe her money and her books too. i must rmb to bring along. STM's getting a little into me nowadays. maybe its because there are seriously just to much things and stuff to rmb. SIGHS.

Cause I dont wanna waste another moment,
saying things we never meant to say..

i count my blessings.

it has been a good week so far although it started out rough.
lazy to elaborate.
i had a scary dream last night. it was freaking weird. don't ask me.
next week is battle time. i'm going to war with 3 practical tests.
i need to my beauty sleep. without sleep, i'm like a walking zombie with a heart. i can feel as if my eyes are going to pop out soon.
i like the game solitaire cos its fun. HAHA. i'm being totally random like julianty. i think its getting into me. i'm playing it now. HAHA.
no mood to study yet. like i said, i need the so-called motivation. wth.
and, shirin's being annoying right now. the files aren't going to be sent tonight la. its going to take forever. but she just wants to be annoying to annoy me as usual.
and there aren't any nice movies now!! all the shows i wanna watch are only going to be opened around or after v-day. WTH. i need to destress. they aren't helping much. damn it.

i dont want to make promises yet..