you shouldn't have done anything in the first place. mine wasn't moved at all. if you had tried harder, things might have been different right now. but i guess, it wasn't meant to be in the first place. thats why i am where i am now. perhaps things are better the way they are now. i shouldn't have gone there, knowing that i was going to leave somehow...
i did something bad. but its better if i was the bad person. someone had to do that eventually and i chose to do it then..
i won't blame you and neither will you...