i dont know why but i'm stressing up again.
any suggestions on stress-relief?
i need my sleep. badly.
and i dont wanna go for anymore pracs!!!
i'm starting to dislike them.
my timetable is like the SPAM OF PRACS.
omg.
hahah.
i was exaggerating a little?
but seriously, 12 hrs of prac per week is murderous.

don't know why, but i'm kinda looking forward to this week.
even though i know it wouldnt guarantee me anything.
i need the right place, right time and right person.
magical if i could get what i want.
magic is not solid.
but, no harm wishing right?
even though wishes belong only to fairytales.


let me fall asleep into that dream again..

sally's been complaining about how dead my blog is.
hahaha.
she can really nag.
oh wells, i'm updating now.
i have common tests next week and the week after.
and i dont really like all the modules.
who wants to study? haha.
discipline!
btw, i finally kinda decided on wed that i wasn't going to go for famine camp this year.
sadded.
i would love to go.
but it wasn't meant to be.
timing clashed with exams.
i think everyone was GLAD i finally made up my mind.
i think i annoyed sally?
heehee. during dip plus.
opppps
i had to really think ma.
weigh the consequences and benefits.
conclusion: i am a fickle-minded person.
HAHAHA.
it felt as if i was choosing over a white or black top.
both colours were nice.
but which suited my skin tone the best?
hard to choose when you want both but can only pick one.
peeps that experienced shopping with me should be able to relate to this example?
hahahhaha.
GOOD NIGHT.
and SWEET DREAMS.


i've been dreaming of this someone
no wonder they say, dreams ain't reality.
but i dont mind....
really..

i know i haven't updated in a long time.
i've been kinda lazy and busy.
i have TONS of projects awaiting me.
OMG.
and they aren't the normal kind of projects..
sighs.
so busy like a beee..
i don't like bees. they sting.
HAHAHA.
oh. do go and take the quiz that i made.
on facebook.

i have no idea but i'm kinda into old songs nowadays.
don't ask me why.
okay, this is a sing i've been listening over and over again...
its a nice song.
you will fall in love with it once you hear the melody(:

Never Had A Dream Come True

by S Club 7

Everybody's got something
they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday
that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
How it could be now or might have been (or might have been)
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory
I lost all sense of time
And tomorrow can never be
'Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
How it should be now or might have been (or might have been)
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
(Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, baby)
You'll always be the one I know (I'll never forget)
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try
I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be

A part of me will always be with you...

so near yet so far...

low profile

i was hypnotized and mesmerized..

I'll Be
Edwin McCain

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky
Never revealing their depth

Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

And rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're my survival, you're my living proof
My love is alive and not dead

Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated
I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

And I've dropped out, I've burned up
I've fought my way back from the dead
I've tuned in, turned on
Remembered the things that you said

I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

The greatest fan of your life


enjoy.
i'm currently listening to this song.
special thanks to fanny(:
the tune is nice. i like it.
this week has been smooth-sailing.
its only through the tough times,
you see who are true to you.
thank god for you. i am blessed.
thank god for everything, esp health.
i pray that this annoying flu will be wiped out like whatever.
HAHAHHAHA.

i am THE fan of movies(:


When you brought the sunlight...