waiting.

its really early in the morning. omgosh. here i am waiting for alison and kathy. *pissed* they were supposed to be here at 9am to discuss the survey questions for IAC. but as expected, everyone's late. damn it. im here sitting and waiting for the 2 wulusai people to come and i dont think there will be time for us to even discuss the questions. isnt IAC important too? i want to score well and im making the effort to come on time for group meetings and do my part in the project. am i the only one who's really concern about IAC? and the stupid mosquitoes are bitting me. im on time, but i get punished for that? whats the world becoming? im starting to get frustrated with school right now. all the insane projects and never ending hw piling up each day. on day, im going to explode. like a volcano that can erupt any moment. i admit that im not always early or on time. but, at least i try to be on time. my mood's affected alr. and i hate the itchy-ness on my legs. why am i coming so early when i can sleep in later? my class only starts at 10am, but im awake at 6.45am. who isnt tired? who wont want to sleep for a longer time? you arent the only one who can be tired. im human too, not a robot. maybe my temper isnt good but try being in my shoes now. how would you feel? im sitting here, doing useless stuff, waiting for whoever that is supposed to be here. whats the point of coming on time when everyone else is late?

pissed and annoyed.

lunchBREAK

just had my lunch like a few minutes ago. the queue was freaking long. omg. peak hours are wulusai! anyways, there's still one more hour before my next lesson which is the annoying bstats tutorial. cant stand bstats. i dont understand loh. and when i dont understand, i get annoyed. then i'll be pissed why i cant understand. sighs. school.. i can go on complaining about annoying stuff, i have an infinite list.
happy for alison! haha. i think in no time, she's going to be attached? haha. now she's single BUT unavailable as sally said. haha. the progress is really improving at a fast speed. haha..
drats. i havent been exercising lately which is no good. the mood to exercise is always so short. i wanna go swimming but i dont have the time to. and school is passing too fast. it feels like school has just started. but 3 weeks has passed alr, in a flash! omgosh. nvm. my life's packed with too much stuff right now. arrrrhh..
damn it! the school has blocked viwawa? haiyo. i cant get into the webpage. sian. its my stress relief in school. ):
and sally's really into HSM3 songs right now. but the funny thing is that she only knows 1 line from each song. haha. she has been singing them since morning. and i was sitting next to her. my ears!! haha. i still prefer HSM1's ost. the songs are more catchy and easy to learn the lyrics. haha. they bring back memories in pankgor trip. haha. we were singing 'Breaking Free' in the middle of the night. haha. fanny, aimin and melica were quite 'fan' with our singing. haha. but that time, we were really high. kept singing until no voice loh. haha.

Then I would thank that star, that made my wish come true.

STRESSED.

heehee. didnt go for cca today cos didnt have the mood to go at the last minute. oops! haha. julianty couldnt make it in the last minute too cos of some erm, personal reason? hmm. kathy was kinda 'pissed' cos i think she was excited for cca? hmm. thats a weird reason to get excited. anyways, i didnt waste my evening away. i went to catch HSM3 at cine. hmm, the movie was not bad. the plot was unexpected, the music was good. but to me, i felt that the 'senior year musical' was kinda messy, like rojak. haha. no offence, i was quite confused. nvm. i guess the producers were trying to give everyone a fair chance in front of the camera. dont know why, but i prefer painted skin and red cliff to HSM3. haha. you should know why. heehee.
just reached home. my bag was killing me! freaking heavy. damn it. going to sleep early tonight, lack of sleep isnt really good.
omg. i think this is the 10000th time i've said that this sem is insane! the modules are heavy and i dont like a single one of them except for organic chemistry. i love chem. thats not the point but, OC is the only module i look forward in the school term. thats really sad. out of 6 modules, i only like 1. ohwells. thats school right? thats the norm. students not liking most of their subjects and no one knows the reason why. haha..

if i told you,
i want to learn how to love all over again,
will you teach me how to?

stressed.

just came back from jap lesson. i learned how to say annoying in jap. haha. because, julianty was being really annoying then. haha. it is pronounced wu lu sai. haha. she said i sounded weird. hmm. maybe i was unfamiliar with the language. we learned how to translate time and days into jap. really complicated, but fun. there was dance just now, but i couldnt make it, sorry.
damn it. tmr school is starting an hour earlier, because we have to make up our bstats lecture that was on monday. wa lau, so suay. nvm. i ren. haha. its wed tmr so means there's cca. and here comes the bad part, i think there's going to be dirty games. sian. i hate them. i rather anything then that. its so ma fun to clean up la. nvm. i ren.
here's one thing to be glad, i think we are going to catch a movie on thursday? hmm. im really busy this sem. super wu lu sai la. (sounds like a bad word here. but ohwells.) no time for hw or revising. arhhhhh..
it seems like all the nice movies are coming out during the same period. hmm. so sian! i didnt win a single round of wahjong just now when playing with renwei, irfan and daryl. damn it. i have to brush up my skill fast. i am always so close to winning. but! its always either i dont have a tai or my winning tile is taken by some wu lu sai ppl. *pissed* but, i won a round ytd against irfan, thats called skill with good technique. but i didnt win any round against renwei, because he didnt want to feed me. he kept feeding others except me! wth. nvm. i ren, again. *taking deep breaths*
one more annoying thing is that nowadays i dont have time to watch tv, which is one of my shu mi (hobby in jap)

静静的把那拥抱变成永远.

THANKyou.

i hereby thank sally, the person who donated songs to me just now. heehee. thank you! i love the songs. (:
anyways, i just had my dinner, chao kuai teow. haha. dont know if i spelled it correctly. super full! the portion was like HUGE! i think the stall owner was really generous. haha. aww.. i wanna watch a drama, but i couldnt find the chinese version of it. war and beauty. i searched on youtube but they only have it in the HK language. i seriously dont understand it even with chinese subs. im a noob in chinese. sally says i sound weird speaking chinese, is it that bad? hmm. after all, i am a chinese. i should be able to communicate in my language.
ohwells, i cant find the drama that i wanna watch. sian! i like that kind of show: the era, the costumes, the architecture, etc. i just like the ancient past. my fave! all of the things from the ancient world amaze me. i dont know why but i'm really into history, like the customs , clothes and wu kung. the way they fly here and there really fascinates me. haha. sometimes i will day-dream how nice it would be if i was highly skilled. then i wouldnt have to worry about being late cos i can fly! haha. i know, my day-dreams are really day-dreams. they are the impossibles. but there is no harm day-dreaming for awhile. right? heehee.

what you said really had me thinking. how should i reply?

trueYOU.

stayed at home the whole day today. not going anywhere later. i guess i'll be home alone again, some free time to slack. just finished watching 200 pounds of beauty. it is a nice and meaningful show. it was really moving. i have to admit, its a good movie. it got me thinking..
is outer beauty that important? or is what's inside that will shine through? plastic surgery. will changing your looks change you as a person? then if that's the case, it isnt worth it. everyone will become ugly one day, thats a fact that cant be changed.

旧情人给的问候比陌生人还尴尬.

iLOVEfridays.

here i am again, doing my shift for 2 hours. so sian. the worst thing is that my laptop is going out of battery in like 1 hr 57 min. and there isnt any plug for me to charge it. so pissed. why of all places, here dont have any plugs for me to charge. so annoying right? and im so bored right now. someone entertain me! so that means i end at 5 pm. and after that, we are going to town to get our bags!! haha. like finally i have some free time. hopefully there will be nice designs there or it will be a wasted trip.
just finished our IAC project presentation. sighs. dont know if i screwed it up anot. but like hello? who wouldnt be nervous in front of a group of ppl that are like strangers? we were the first la! and one more thing. kathy picked a really 'off' topic for elearning week. we were like OMG! and no one wants to change topic with us! are we really that suay? siansssss.
monday is a holiday! yay! dont know what im going to do that day. maybe i should spend that day catching up on my hws. but that way of spending a day is quite sad leh.. hmm.
1 piece of good news! i found a plug! yay! we went up to the office and used their electricity to charge my laptop. haha. so now, im not so bored after all. im seriously crapping. and i should stop. like now. (:

i look forward to fridays. why?

inSCHOOL.

okay, here i am in school sitting on the floor outside the LTs doing my shift. for every 4 hours i do, i can get 1 service point, which is a really good bargain. haha. right now, all of us are really crazy about getting MORE cca points. haha. ohwells, this craze will die down soon, hopefully. but i know, mine wont. my shift's until 5pm today. then i have tuition at 7pm. its my last tuition for the boy for his end year exams. i dont know if im allowed to turn on my laptop now. but there's no 'business' at the monent. everyone's in class. does anyone want to go for NP@45 party on 31oct? haha. i am promoting this event. and cca points will be awarded too. im sounding like some sale woman. haha.
cca ytd was FUN (too bad kathy missed it.) haha. there wasnt any dirty games, which i prefer. i dont really see the need to play dirty games. what we need is games that bond the gls together. it was raining so there wasnt any campus run. instead, there was erm, circuit? ya. i prefer that to campus run. ps, its my first training since school started. haha. i havent gone for training since like forever.

is it really you?

finally.

i couldnt update for the last week cos i was super busy with rehearsals and other stuff. omg. it was only the first week of school and yet, im alr so busy. every night, i can only reach home at 10plus. monday: rehearsal. tuesday: jap lesson. wednesday: tuition. thursday: nothing. friday: rehearsal. saturday: alumni performance. sunday: dinner with aunt. (i bought a pink hoodie and personal items) didnt have time to take a photo of my new hoodie. last week was fun even though it was tiring. it was a fruitful week, i guess. im having lunch break now, so there is finally time for me to update. ohwells, hopefully, i wont be as tired as last week. i'll be catching two movies soon. cant make it this week. maybe next thursday? sorry guys. i have smth on on thursday. jap's at 6pm. i have lots to catch up for jap. i'm making notes for jap phrases. i wanna pass with a A. but, i dont know if i can now. sighs.. its time to play viwawa wahjong! love that game. haha.

i think i might ____ you.

school):

today's sunday, which means tmr is monday which also means that there's school tmr! damn it. sighs. i cant believe 7 weeks past so fast like a rocket or smth. i start school at 9am and end at 6pm. BUT i have rehearsal tmr after school. which means i can only reach home late at night. but it doesnt matter, being a calefare's fun and there shouldnt be any hw for me to do tmr.
PLUS, i dont have any lecture notes with me right now. i didnt buy them last week. i was too lazy to do that. there's gonna be a LONG queue tmr at emart. i can still recall the queue line last sem. it was like madness la. hopefully everyone has exchanged their notes with their friends, then the queue will be shorter? its like some insane 'sale' or smth. everyone's rushing there to buy notes?? this is the first time i see ppl rushing for school stuff. haha. usually, its shoes or clothes that ppl go crazy over. i kinda regret me not getting my stuff during the hols.
BUT, i have friends that are really nice. alison's gonna print some stuff for me. aww, isnt she sweet? haha. i wanna say a BIG THANK YOU!

regret isnt an option right now..

busy..

went out today with jamie. had lunch at the same place the last time we went out tog. i ordered the same dish too. haha. i like the same old food. it has mushroom! it was a pity i didnt rmb to get a pic of my main course. ohwells, and we finally cleared our doubt! we were actually supposed to ask for the bill, not go over to the cash machine to pay for our meal. haha. bought a pair of cute white shoes from cotton on. the price was reasonable? and i took a really long time deciding on the colour. and i was contemplating whether i should buy a belt or not. but in the end, i didnt. spent the whole day in orchard. had dinner there too! after that, it was time to go for work.. so i took the mrt and was actually a few mins early. mum came to pick me up and im back home. some pics i took at random moments...

两个对的人奇迹就能发生..

bored..

i was watching tv downstairs just now. im very bored now. so i decided to be random? haha. my mum's always nagging about my table, how messy it is and blah blah blah. that my table should only be for doing work and studying, not to put my bags or to store my notes. but it isnt that messy. its neat in a messy way. haha. there arent nice shows on tv now. i guess im going to sleep soon, to escape me being bored in front of my laptop.

from right to left: my crumpler bag that i used today, laptop, pile of expired notes from last sem, radio and clock. thats what my table has right now.

NOcomments.

went to school today. and, i'm a 'calefare'! haha. its just a nicer word for the extras. haha. i'm an extra. its quite fun being the extras. its pretty cool cos you dont need lines or emotions or any preparation. which is not so stress for people like me who hates stress. i'm dancing in front. and all my mistakes will be so obvious. damn it. i guess i have to practise more? its not that i dont want to practise or what. its just that i dont have the time or im too lazy to. thursday's the next rehearsal. and i have to go for it at 10am to practise my lousy dance. omygosh, so early. i have to go cos im a calefare/backstage crew/dancer? haha. no la. it wont be fair to everyone if someone doesnt turn up for it. the real performance is coming up! after everything it was de-brief. then the whole atmosphere became so tensed. haiyoo. its not like the problems cannot be solved or what. i dont know why people fuss over the small tiny flaws when it can be settled without all the arguing. and i'm left with some unanswered questions..
i decided to change the song on my blog. felt like changing. rmb, i put the songs i like.

even though the stars are blind..

anti bean sprouts!

did you know you can actually order hokkien mee WITHOUT BEAN SPROUTS! i was so happy that i had my hokkien mee free of those gross thingees. haha. i never liked them and i never will. unless the ends are chopped off. i admit im a fussy eater but, cant help it. i like my food the way it should be. i was so amazed at that stall. haha. but one annoying thing is that it took forever to come. haha. it was ytd's lunch? ya. with julianty. i had to write about the bean-sprout-less hokkien mee i ate! omg. im still stunt that i could order it this way. usually when i ask for hokkien mee without bean sprouts, i will always get the why-are-you-so-ma-fun look. then no choice, i have to suffer for that meal? haha. but it was so cool ytd! i was impressed with the chef. they score A++++++ for service! (:

serve with a smile.

trapped.

first, i want to say a big SORRY to all those that i said i was going for dance but didnt turn up for the whole of last week. I'M SORRY!! i feel so extremely ultra freaking bad now. omg. im guilty of not being there.

okay. what did i do today? hmm. i just came back from SGH (i've been going there for the whole of last week that i didnt really have time to update) i had curry fish head for dinner at some place that was very near my ex-tuition place at bukit merah? im confused, but nvm. omgosh. the curry was coconut-free so it wasnt that unhealthy. and it had a sweet and sour taste that wasnt too spicy for my sis. the meat was fresh and there were lots of ingredient in it. my lady-fingers!!! love them. haha. and i ordered ice lemon tea that was made not poured from a can. it was sour! i love it too. dinner was great. the curry fish head alone is $18 for half a head, sounds quite reasonable. $28 for a full head. but as you all know, my family is made up of human beings that have small stomachs. so, we wouldnt be able to finish a complete head. (: then i came home, my dad peeled oranges for us! haha. all i ever do is just eating. haha. oranges are anti-cancer food too. so, i ate like ALOT? now, my tummy feels bloated with oranges. and i had to eat fruits to poop too. i wouldnt want to have constipation. haha. i sound so crude, but its true. haha.

this is a totally random pic. but i uploaded it anyway. my sister is into straw hearts now. i got a pic of her latest interest. i never got the way of folding straws or shall i say, i have given up learning how to fold them?

and, i cant get alison on her phone. damn it. ohwell, i'll try again later. omgosh. school's starting in like less than a week? when i think of school, i think of SIAN too. its like a package? two in one. yeah. lame-ness.

harsh words come only from a true friend.

happyCHILDREN'sday.

went to SGH today for a few hours for some reasons. and im very bored at home. or maybe i didnt fully utilized the 'entertainment' at home. haha. i just found out that there isnt dance tmr. so, im free! haha. feel like going out, but too last minute to ask anyone out. and i might as well stay at home. need some rest after all that going-out-everyday-since-i-came-back. i can glue my eyes on the tv then. kinda got used to the older types of tv dramas in the morning.

i have chores to do too! sian. as you can see here, im folding my clothes on my bed. but, i dont really need any folding cos i just stuff them into my closet? haha. shh. dont tell my mum that..
i was too bored after doing nothing at home so i decided to play the game i always play when im bored!
this is one of the two things i bought back from eco trip for myself. its a erm, box? ya. it has multi-purpose properties. you can put your small little accessories or junk or just use it for decorating your table. now, its on my table and its empty cos i havent found any use for it yet. i bought it cos it was so cute!! i got one each for all the females in my house! haha.

my kind of attitude is an attitude.