felt like posting an entry minutes ago. just heard a loud thunderstorm, i got a shock. sighs. i need a life remote control like Click. then i can fast-forward all the unhappy moments and get over with them in 1 second. then i can enjoy the happy times slowly, where time wouldnt have to pass that fast. where can i buy it? i need it urgently. why can i have super powers? then life will be MUCH easier. i can be at any place at any time, dont have to bother about the traffic, time wasted in traveling. there're so many things i want but i cant have them. sighs. i should really stop sighing, its bad for health, but i cant help it sometimes. it has somehow become a 'reflex' action everytime.
there's a facade in everyone, when you aren't who you really are. but maybe there's a need to have that mask on at times, you cant show your weak side when you are needed to be there. its like a general having to be strong in front of his soldiers even when he knows the next battle will be a losing defeat. perhaps its hard to be your true self every second of your life. even when there's fear in you, you have to be strong to protect yourself from getting hurt.
there's a facade in everyone, when you aren't who you really are. but maybe there's a need to have that mask on at times, you cant show your weak side when you are needed to be there. its like a general having to be strong in front of his soldiers even when he knows the next battle will be a losing defeat. perhaps its hard to be your true self every second of your life. even when there's fear in you, you have to be strong to protect yourself from getting hurt.
If I wear a mask I can fool the world, but I cannot fool my heart.