mesmerised.

i couldnt update till now because i was too lazy to type everything out. haha. plus, there was no time for me to even go online at night. in short, my holiday trip was REALLY for de-stressing purposes only. and i think i did put on some weight from all that eating non-stop for 5 days. feeling too full isnt a good sign. sighs.

when i came back, it was back to project chionging in school. omg. up till now, im still left with 1 major project. cell bio.sighs. nvm, lets move on to the nice part of my post-holiday. I WATCHED TWILIGHT TWICE! ytd and today. the movie is excellent. and the way the actors portray the characters was great. interesting storyline with great actors with expressions. totally loved the movie. honestly, i think edward looked great in the movie. the way he reacts and interacts with bella is just amazing. that character can really blow you off your seats while watching the movie. i was so mesmerised.
i dont think i will ever get tired of the movie. haha. i wouldnt mind watching it over and over again. anyone? haha. or i should just wait for the dvd release. omgosh. cant wait for the sequel!!! sighs. if only i have the books of the twilight series. its so expensive to purchase them, i guess i'll have to borrow them from someone.. shirin? haha.. cant wait to read the full story. this is the one time i have a good impression of vampires. haha..

Falling in love with a vampire.

BOREDOM.

im currently alone at home. mum went to do her hair for CNY. had cramps ytd, really bad ones. so boring at home. there aint many nice shows in the late morning and early afternoon. so im staring at my laptop. i was so bored till i decided to RE-WATCH wildchild on youtube. still love it, as usual. had maggie noodles for lunch, chicken flavour. bought them ytd at ntuc. what other things can i do or watch on the internet?? hmm. mind suddenly went blank when i am trying to recall the dramas that i wanted to watch. i'll continue searching...

CURRENTLY CRAVING FOR SOME SOURSOP WITH ICE.

Cause hugs are overrated..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SHIRIN!

miss you. stay happy always.
muacks, loveyou! (:

with LOVE, the-bubble-girl

updates.

FRIDAY:
woke up early in the morning for a warehouse sale at my ex-tuition area. didnt buy anything though cos there wasnt anything that suits me there. rushed to cine to catch WILDCHILD! it was a GREAT movie. but due to the overwhelming response of teenagers, we were only left with the front roles to choose seats from. and maybe because of the time we bought the tickets. walked around in orchard for some post CT shopping. all of us bought smth except renwei. haha. oh ya. julianty, me, sally, alison and renwei were the people out today. omg. we walked like forever la. i need to train my legs for my christmas shopping a week later. haha. i need my stamina. went to the 99cents sushi at amk for dinner with alison. we were both quite bloated. didnt eat much for dinner.
conclusion: girls cant shop with guys. the guys will DIE of boredom.

SATURDAY:
woke up early in the morning too. dad told us there was a clarks warehouse sale. we chiong there for breakfast. OMG. there was a freaking long queue outside to go in. it was INSANE. but nevertheless, we queued up patiently. OMG. the scene inside the hall was WORSE. everyone was everywhere pushing and screaming their shoe sizes at the staff. it was really a MARKET selling cheap shoes. the prices werent exactly that low but it was much much lower than the retail shops.
conclusion: i bought a pair of white sneakers for CNY.

SUNDAY:
sent my sis of for camp, coming back on wed. hmm, dont know if i will miss her.. haha..anyway, went to amk hub after that, bought a nice blouse for $15. it was a bargain! haha. im pleased with my purchase. bought some household stuff at ntuc. went window-shopping at IKEA. i wanted to make a bag from stacks of cloth. but i dont know how to sew. damn it.
conclusion: today's a slow-paced day.

THE PAST 1 HOUR:
wahjong-ing with the gls. i hu-ed 5 TIMES. it was incredible. and renwei dont believe i won with my skills. wth. everyone won at least once this time. and im getting hungry after all that excitement.
conclusion: life is fair.

If the heart is always searching, can one ever find a home?

freed!

COMMON TEST IS FINALLY OVER!
IM FREED!

i miss my tv shows! shant elaborate on the common tests since they are over. its holidays for the next THREE weeks! yipee! haha. i'll be going overseas during this hols with my aunt to celebrate christmas. just thinking of it makes me daydream of all the things i can buy over there!!!! haha.. shopping is calling me!! haha..
well, im suppose to be watching wildchild tmr. BUT the arrangements arent made yet. wulusai-ness.
oh!! i got a new handphone on sat night! ya. was quite excited for awhile.. haha.. hmm. i really need to start my new year shopping soon. hahha.. but i need a 'catalyst' for that shopping reaction to happen. haha.. too much organic chem in my head now. haha..
how should i spend my holiday? julianty asked me to go back with her but my mum says no... sighs. all mums are paranoid. cant help it. so what should i do? hmm.. i just want to shop and sleep and play mahjong.. haha.

I HERE-BY DECLARE THE START OF THE DEC HOLS RIGHT NOW!

It's better have eyes that cannot see;
ears that cannot hear;
lips that cannot speak,
than a heart that cannot love.

FORGIVEandFORGET

i was in school until 5pm doing weird stuff instead of the planned-studying-of-OC. haha.. im too lazy to type it all down. if anyone is interested, go to IRFAN blog for the full details. there are pics for viewing too.

hmm, if the previous post was offensive to anyone, i hereby apologise. maybe my words were harsh but the post wasnt directed to anyone, its just my online diary for my own reading. plus, if i any caused misunderstandings, i apologise as well. i dont want to add on to the misunderstandings that are already there. if anyone feel that i have done them anyone wrong, i apologise too.

i make friends, not enemies..

MORONS.

if there are no morons in the world, everyone will be angels. morons exist for a purpose: to piss people off on purpose.
retards from my class are wtf. well, they do not need to know they are freaking assholes cos even if they know, it wouldnt change a piece of shit.

the row behind me have at least 2 morons, the row behind them have at least 2 retards. what are the limbs on your body for? the move abt and do things independently. if you are feeling hot then walk and turn down the aircon temp, not just use the damn mouth and keep saying how hot you are feeling. if you dont use your legs and arms, then why have them? might as well donate them to someone else who need them more than you. and i am NOT the one who turn up your air con temp at your area. so dont blah out stupid stuff without thinking. whats your brain there for?

DONT BE CHILDISH OVER A PERSONAL FEUD. THATS SO KINDERGARTEN! GET OVER IT!!

and if you just keep your damn mouth shut, no one will say you are annoying. i off the aircon because me and MY FRIENDS feel cold. i cant help it if you are THICK SKINNED or whatever. plus, i wear what I LIKE. no one tells me what to wear except ME. so just keep your mouth shut when the time requires you to be quiet. and please, dont act like you know it all, because YOU DONT. it is just amusing when you act like mr-know-it-all when you arent at all.

morons are those who are freaking annoying ppl. they might as well bang their hollow brain on the wall and stop wasting time on earth doing useless stuff that are not called for.

MORONS OF THE YEAR:
1. guy who stepped on my big toe
2. 5 people in my class (*REFER TO THE TOP)
the list continues..

TUESDAY!

currently at myspace, killing time until 6 when jap lesson starts. spelling test 2. sighs. i know the characters but, sometimes, my mind's a blank when i try to recall a certain character. EXCEL: PASSED! yay! i need some of excel's aura to help me in my cell bio quiz on thursday and the whole of next week's common test.

Can't we make this dream last forever?

winx?

cant believe i was in the cinema watching winx? haha. its a nice movie.. money well spent. meet at 2? cos i had church. then bought tickets.. alison was a little later. haha. then we went to have a meal at somewhere. cant rmb the name. haha. free flow of drinks and ice cream? yup. then alison left. when shopping at orchard, bought 2 pairs of shorts (dark blue and black) and a long cardigan. arrive at faceshop and irfan was our 'model' for nail polish testing! hahah. different colours on 5 fingers. it was one of a kind in the world. HAHAHA. i'll upload the pic when i have it. then off we went to marina square cos my family was there. i met someone unexpected. SALLY! with someone else. haha. she was super paiseh la. haha.
busy weekend but it was great! shopping and more shopping. heehee. opps! forgot to write who went out with me. hahha. hmm, alison (honey's honey), irfan (dad) and renwei (irfan's only son for now).

To fall in love is awfully simple, but to fall out of love is simply awful.

SHOPPING!

went to JB!!! bought like a million things? haha. i got a new black bag from mango, new silver satin shoes, 2 new tank tops from FOS and a new black shorts from FOS! haha. oh, i forgot the new black satin earrings. haha. we had local dishes for lunch and SEAFOOD for dinner! my FAV! HAHA. black pepper crab, chilli crab, crayfish and kang kong with cuttlefish!! i must have put on like 5 kg? omg.. have to go on hunger strike for the next seven days. hahah. left singapore at 12? came back at around 10 plus. haha. one day gone like that. im in early holiday mood. and when's common test? next next week. haha. nvm, today's for destress.
SORRY guys, had to cancel the winx movie last minute. haha. watch tmr ba. haha. when im in singapore. (:

It's better have eyes that cannot see;
ears that cannot hear;
lips that cannot speak;
than a heart that cannot love.

FIRDAY!

here i am, sitting at the lift lobby area at blk 56 studying jap characters for my spelling on tuesday. ta chi tsu te to na ni nu ne no ha hi fu he ho. im still in the process of memorizing them. sighs. there's good news and bad news for jap. good news: i will be able to get my diploma plus in jap.bad news: i have to sit for some replacement test to see if i can pass the 102 module. omg! 102 is like wth? sobs.. and i want to get my diploma plus. sighs.. too bad i dont have jap genes in my DNA..
the good news for today is that there isnt IAC. that seems like the best thing that has happen this week besides knowing that i will be able to get my diploma plus. argh. and its friday! yay. tmr will be destressing day for me. hahah.

so near, but yet so far.

pissed.

seriously, i cant stand people talking bad about others behind their back. like, if they have any issues with whoever, just be brave and tell the person. not be a coward and say SO much when the person's not around. if you can say it out, then just have a little more courage to tell the person. dont be a mouse. and it reflects so bad on you when that person finds out. dont try to deny or push the blame away from you. it is even worse when you are a guy saying all the wth things abt ppl. if you are NOT happy with anything or ME, then just say it out in my face. that will be so much better. and if you think its unfair, then say so la! dont give a black face and a sucky attitude to everyone else. wth. just say and i will quit la. dont be an asshole. I HATE THAT KIND OF PEOPLE.

and whats with the world man. step on someone's toes and just pretend like you dont have any feeling and carry on talking like an asshole. come on la. where are the manners? they are seriously getting on my nerves. thank god i was in a all-girls school for 10 years. im so grateful. omg. all the morons in my school. damn it.

sometimes when reality hits you, its hard not to get hurt.

MONDAYblues.

woke up super ultra early today, for cell bio project that is due tmr. so many things are happening on tuesday. so busy. and there's a final rehearsal tonight for tmr. im prepared to stay late. not enough sleep is no good either. common tests are coming straight up! damn it. im not prepared for them yet. have to start preparing. no point saying and saying when no action is being done. i need self-discipline and motivation to study.. HELP!

i don't want to walk out of my perfect illusion.

FINALLY!

omg, the week has FINALLY passed. i dreaded this week so much! three tests in 4 days. its not that i cant deal with the stress level, but i just dont like it. too much stress can produce pimples, ugly ones that randomly pop out everywhere. but i guess the tests are erm, not too bad. even though some were a little screwed up. but nvm, it is history and its time to move on with life. thats a phrase to encourage someone.. tmr's friday! (* you guys should know why by now..*) but, i'll be busy in school. staying over in NP. hmm, dont know if it is the right choice to stay over. arghh..
jap hiragana test on tuesday and i dont know the characters by hard. sobs.. and i need to do super well this time since the speaking test was ... sighs.. time is passing too fast for me now. so fast that i am not used to it. sighs. my adaptation skills are a little slow this time. oh wells, tmr is slack day for me cos i have finished my IAC ppt! horrayy.. haha.. ganbatte for those who havent!

why did you appear in my mind when she said that?

tooMANYthings,tooLITTLEtime.

im surprised i could find time to update in the midst of my bumble-bee time. ultra stressed. there's info and jap speaking test tmr! damn it.
hmm, i think im ready for jap, i'll need last min practise though. renwei! my shifu for jap! hahaha.. at least i can write the first few words in the hiragana chart without looking on friday. but, im not sure if i can still rmb them hahaha.
as for info, im not too sure if i am READY for it. NEW DECLARATION: I'M A NOOB IN EXCEL TOO! but i cant help it. i have NO interest in these kind of things, that have to do with the com. i need a million buckets of good luck for tmr. nvm, i'll just have to take things as they come. well, thats the only way for me now! omg!! why must we have info as one of our modules? doesnt LSCT stands for life science and chemical tech? there isnt any excel written on those words! *pissed*
and the performance date is nearing each day. and i haven gone for dance for a long time! haha. i was supposed to be there at 6pm. but i seriously couldnt make it. heehee. where is that sense of belonging? i dont feel it anymore. i still haven decide whether anot to stay over on friday. im a fickle person in many things, including this. i'll decide when the day comes.
right now, its time for me to brush my teeth and go to bed. i need enough sleep for tmr. omg.. I REALLY DISLIKE INFO. ARRGGHH.. *HELP*

nothing's ever impossible, cause the world's one big stage.

UPDATED!!

(updated for sally)
rushing all my work these few days, so busy until i forgot to update. (sally had to remind me) haha. i have a secret. which i cant say. haha. thats why its called a secret. i got 2 new shoes over the weekend. mum got it for me. so sweet. they are from crocs warehouse sale? up to 80% leh.. super cheap! haha. 20 bucks each. i was like damn it. should grab all on the first day with my mum. my mum is my shifu for sale-grabbing techniques. hahah. the shoes' colours are a little hard to match though. i guess i have to buy clothes that can match my new shoes! yay! one reason to shop, but im broke. sighs. why cant money fall from the sky? ohwells, back to hw-ing. bstats. arrghh.



ps, does anyone have 路 by fish leong? i like that song. heehee.

或许我不能, 把爱看清楚...

busified.

busy the whole entire day. omg, can time just slow down for a day? i need 24hours to catch up on everything!! omg, the pace of life is just moving too fast for me to even take a breath.
anyways, my ex-chinese tuition teacher bought this bag for me! isnt she sweet? haha. didnt expect it, but its a nice bag. i've used it once like on tuesday for jap class and it is really chic and cute!! haha. i love black too.

我想要的那片天空, 你是不是能夠給我?

elearning.

im stuck at home doing elearning for bstats and cell biology. i dont understand bstats. question marks appeared when i was reading the first few lines of chapter 6. seriously, what is going on in chapter 6? i need someone to explain to me! omg, stressed. next week is killer week, 2 tests coming up. bstats and jap-speaking test. omg, i missed 1 lesson of jap last week and i was lost this week. and the writing test is in 2 weeks time. omg. need to memorise all the hiragana words? i think so. damn it. and im behind time for bstats tutorial! so im chionging them right now. there are like a million qns from the textbook i have to do. wth. wish me good luck. i need it badly.

Then I would thank that star, that made my wish come true..

survey,anyone?

all the kind souls on earth please help me complete the surveys listed below. thanks a million! muacks for all those who are nice! haha..

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=4Bgnj9mXRk2VPiKiMAKTtA_3d_3d

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=CRn78NiP4uv2usfpijCDdA_3d_3d

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you.

omg. i dont know if i made the right decision ytd. haha. no la. i missed out on a super good sale at club21! the prices were slashed by like A LOT. and i wasnt present when my mum went there ytd night! arrhh.. but, i had a great time at somewhere too, mahjong all the way! even though i left really early. sighs. i still wanted to play mahjong. haiya. its all HIS fault la. today's lecture at 9am! super ultra tired in the morning.
when i was showering just now, i realised that i have other names that i respond to. and i dont know why. for example: white rice, 白米, 女儿, mahjong noob? wth. and i respond to all of them? hmm. not so sure. 本小姐's name is JANNAH. haha. hmm, what movies are there in the cinema that are worth my money? hmm. cant find anything.

我想要的那片天空, 你是不是能夠給我..