if you were never in these shoes before, you will never know how she feels like. the familiar feeling that wears her out so much, feels like quitting and giving up. the consequence of that just seem so small and insignificant, that makes it so tempting for her to just give in. but she can't blame anyone for this, she reaps what she sows. the voice in the back keeps repeating that same old phrases that pushes her on. but don't know why she is still holding on to something that perhaps doesn't need her presence. maybe it was a wrong choice in the beginning.
its tiring, its exhausting and she doesn't know if she can last to the finishing line. will her strength erode through the days?