tired from four tests this week. need to take a break before studying again. we arent robots, we cant last a month without a break. haii. i feel like skipping school tmr and sleep until the sun shines on my buttocks. but i cant. group games meeting is tmr..
and surprisingly, we managed to get loft units during study week! how cool is that? heard it was full but yay! but i dont know if i'm staying over. i have a feeling that i wont be able to study to the max there. HAHA. for the next week, i'll be chanting 2.1 module content 24/7. i have to. there is too much info to cramp into the small space in my brain. sobs. exam sorrows setting in..
ARRRGGGHHH...


that promise was never fulfilled because of me...

YAHHOO!

we have completed immuno class project on friday afternoon! YES. finally its over. BUT, now comes the sucky part where we have to hand in the report. SIGHS. at least we are halfway through.

another yahhoo thing: wikis ppt is completed! it only lacks pics which alison, THE BIRTHDAY GIRL IS CHOSEN TO DO. HAHAH.

oh. and last wed.. hmm. campus run was as usual, fast. taking care of baggiess are boring ): nvm. but it was so freaky and scary with H1N1 on the rise in s'pore. one of the gls had HIGH FEVER. i kinda freaked out. thinking back, i shouldnt have.

i mean, if you're meant to die from some flu virus then no matter how you avoid and run from it, it will still get to you one way or another. yup. everyone has a destined life that already has its route and duration on earth.

btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALISON!


a glimpse of you can somehow brighten my worst day at school where tests and projects are just overwhelming me. but at the same time, that glimpse pierces like a reality needle. you know your chances and that alone is like your own personal thunderstorm.

remind me to do full stretching before campus run. i couldnt get out of bed on thursday and had troubles moving around the house with the ached-legs.

my shoulders were also aching, must have been rusty since FOC's cleaning up. HAHA.

but i like cleaning up. its fun, when everyone comes together and srcub the pails, wash the floor, break the brush-boom? HAHA. it was hilarious, seriously. and then all the packing and moving of log.

OVERALL, tired but worth it.


the passion in your eyes...

all of a sudden, i'm feeling tired. the lack of sleep is finally getting to me. i know i have to sleep early, but there are just so many things to complete.

SIGHS. i need to apply leave from school. soon.

tmr's gonna be a long long day. and no more bananas for me before training. i have enough of bananas. eww!


When i was too tired and couldnt go on anymore...
;You lift my feet off the ground

those memories and emotions are still so clear in my mind. it was just like ytd that i met you. but somehow, all of us had move on with our different lives and i had let you pass by.

looking back, i should have done something more. but all i needed was a little courage. it was courage that cost me something so valuable.

how different would it have been if i turned right instead of left? would things be different, better? sometimes, i cant help but imagine the other future that was rightfully mine. sighs.

i'll never forget. them.
thank you for being part of my memories...

0.0
according to my dad, you need to poop THREE times a day for frequent bowel movement. and the poop has to look normal. my goodness. he read it off some paper he printed.
does anyone poop 3x a day? my record so far is 2x a day. felt super light after pooping all the waste out. how heavy is poop? maybe next time when i decide to weigh myself, i should poop everything out first.
but if you poop 3x, means you need enough waste for a triple shit session. so before you start your shitting spree, your whole large intestines must be so contaminated with bacteria!!!
HAHHA. but pooping is good, it removes all the eeek! stuff in your body.
maybe taking more fruits and vegs can motivate our poo to poop out? haha. thats kindergarten explanation, well for me.

i continued reading this 'healthy' paper and it also said, when bathing hor. flush yourself with hot water for 3 mins then cold water for 30 secs.
its supposedly good for the immune system and smth else. its just basically good for us?
i tried following this instruction for a few days. but i felt the same. maybe its for the long term.


But you came along and you changed everything

HAHA. sometimes its really funny how easy ppl get angry over tiny matters. is being right always right? insisting in your own stupid little dumb ways? getting amused by sadistic events? my goodness...

tmr is THE day. julianty jiayou!! i think i never will want to be in her shoes, but that day is nearing. DAMNS. looks like all the deadlines for the mountainous projects are due in the coming 2 weeks. if you see pimples popping out on my face, dont ask why. its the environmental factors that are contributing to physical changes in my appearance. **too much dbg**

OHOH!! i cut my hair.. its super extremely short for now. but this length is good, not too long and not too short. i think i'll look awful in short short hair and long long hair isnt my optimal length? yup.
the memories of primary school were disfigured by my horrendous haircut in primary 3. DONT REMIND ME. it was the worst mistake that i ever made regarding my hairstyle. i'll never ever allow my hair length to be above my shoulders. NEVER!!!!!!


you made me realise how empty this world is without you...

random: did i mention i ATE A BANANA on wed before training? ya. i did. i almost puked out the whole entire banana when it was being digested in my stomach. eeek!
RC isn't fun anymore, once you reach a certain level you can't upgrade anymore): there isn't any motivation for me to play RC anymore. HAHAH. so now, FB is going to be extinct in my internet history.
today was great. got so many stuff that are CHEAP! thats the key word when it comes to shopping. haii. we should have stayed there longer, the duration was too short. NVMS. there will always be another time. i'm looking forward to it.
just rmbed. next training's campus run, i'm the front runner? shoots man. comparing THEIR stamina and speed, i hope i wont become the back runner at the end of campus run. haiyoo. my fitness level is -ve. *sadded* OMGGG. i can't imagine how it will be like when its my turn to be PTIs. my goodness. ****救命啊~~~*** "ONE THOUSAND!" but i never regretted..
@#%$^*&%!? WIKIS ARE THE CATALYST FOR PISSING PPL OFFF!!!! ARRRRRGGGGHHHH. I WILL NEVER EVER TOTALLY NOT TAKE CCTA FOR MY FYP! think will pek chek until you will boycott all CCTA labs for eternity!


wished you were here with me..

my goodness. this week is like a marathon for ppts. its CRAZY. my group completed 3 ppts this week. AMAZING how we haven went bogus yet. staring at my laptop for almost everyday is damaging to the eyes. and the lack of sleep does not help much. tmr's gonna be a looong day *winks* HAHA.
was just completing my game proposal. all the memories of game proposals are flooding my head. IRRK!! thank goodness the proposal is simple. phew. putting a game into words aint easy. its worse than verbal explanation. oh wells. MY GAME PROPOSAL IS DONE. finally. now, its time for wikis-chionging. dbg ppt should be considered finished. mmb is long done!!! yay. after poly, everyone with a diploma cert will be ppt pro. we can all join competitions for the fastest and nicest ppt. HAHAHHA. i think i did a little too many ppt recently. IS was fun. it was quite a different kind of lesson for me. hope it will be easy to ace it? i'll be hoping (:
why does 7 days pass so fast? its seems more like 7 hours that just passed. time wont wait for you..


my knowledge of you knowing is sufficient...

when will they ever grow up? sighs. going through this kind of stuff often is really draining. dampens ppl's mood without even considering, is self gain really that important? i'm doing it for a cause, its our responsibility now and no matter how little it benefits me, i cant complain because i gave my word in the beginning. whats the use of being envious of others when you cant do anything about it? just move on with life and live with it. where do they get the energy for silly things? haii. dont let it affect me. but one day, seriously. if you find a fist on your oh-so-pretty face, dont ask why. there's always a limit to everything and once it reaches the highest level, next will be real action.