theSTARSrefusetoSHINE

2009-08-13T21:18:00.002+08:00

tired from four tests this week. need to take a break before studying again. we arent robots, we cant last a month without a break. haii. i feel like skipping school tmr and sleep until the sun shines on my buttocks. but i cant. group games meeting is tmr..
and surprisingly, we managed to get loft units during study week! how cool is that? heard it was full but yay! but i dont know if i'm staying over. i have a feeling that i wont be able to study to the max there. HAHA. for the next week, i'll be chanting 2.1 module content 24/7. i have to. there is too much info to cramp into the small space in my brain. sobs. exam sorrows setting in..
ARRRGGGHHH...

that promise was never fulfilled because of me...

2009-07-19T18:50:00.006+08:00

YAHHOO!

we have completed immuno class project on friday afternoon! YES. finally its over. BUT, now comes the sucky part where we have to hand in the report. SIGHS. at least we are halfway through.

another yahhoo thing: wikis ppt is completed! it only lacks pics which alison, THE BIRTHDAY GIRL IS CHOSEN TO DO. HAHAH.

oh. and last wed.. hmm. campus run was as usual, fast. taking care of baggiess are boring ): nvm. but it was so freaky and scary with H1N1 on the rise in s'pore. one of the gls had HIGH FEVER. i kinda freaked out. thinking back, i shouldnt have.

i mean, if you're meant to die from some flu virus then no matter how you avoid and run from it, it will still get to you one way or another. yup. everyone has a destined life that already has its route and duration on earth.

btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALISON!

a glimpse of you can somehow brighten my worst day at school where tests and projects are just overwhelming me. but at the same time, that glimpse pierces like a reality needle. you know your chances and that alone is like your own personal thunderstorm.

2009-07-16T22:58:00.000+08:00

remind me to do full stretching before campus run. i couldnt get out of bed on thursday and had troubles moving around the house with the ached-legs.

my shoulders were also aching, must have been rusty since FOC's cleaning up. HAHA.

but i like cleaning up. its fun, when everyone comes together and srcub the pails, wash the floor, break the brush-boom? HAHA. it was hilarious, seriously. and then all the packing and moving of log.

OVERALL, tired but worth it.

the passion in your eyes...

2009-07-14T22:14:00.004+08:00

all of a sudden, i'm feeling tired. the lack of sleep is finally getting to me. i know i have to sleep early, but there are just so many things to complete.

SIGHS. i need to apply leave from school. soon.

tmr's gonna be a long long day. and no more bananas for me before training. i have enough of bananas. eww!

When i was too tired and couldnt go on anymore...
;You lift my feet off the ground

2009-07-13T22:47:00.005+08:00

those memories and emotions are still so clear in my mind. it was just like ytd that i met you. but somehow, all of us had move on with our different lives and i had let you pass by.

looking back, i should have done something more. but all i needed was a little courage. it was courage that cost me something so valuable.

how different would it have been if i turned right instead of left? would things be different, better? sometimes, i cant help but imagine the other future that was rightfully mine. sighs.

i'll never forget. them.
thank you for being part of my memories...

2009-07-09T21:21:00.003+08:00

0.0
according to my dad, you need to poop THREE times a day for frequent bowel movement. and the poop has to look normal. my goodness. he read it off some paper he printed.
does anyone poop 3x a day? my record so far is 2x a day. felt super light after pooping all the waste out. how heavy is poop? maybe next time when i decide to weigh myself, i should poop everything out first.
but if you poop 3x, means you need enough waste for a triple shit session. so before you start your shitting spree, your whole large intestines must be so contaminated with bacteria!!!
HAHHA. but pooping is good, it removes all the eeek! stuff in your body.
maybe taking more fruits and vegs can motivate our poo to poop out? haha. thats kindergarten explanation, well for me.

i continued reading this 'healthy' paper and it also said, when bathing hor. flush yourself with hot water for 3 mins then cold water for 30 secs.
its supposedly good for the immune system and smth else. its just basically good for us?
i tried following this instruction for a few days. but i felt the same. maybe its for the long term.

But you came along and you changed everything

2009-07-07T20:36:00.001+08:00

HAHA. sometimes its really funny how easy ppl get angry over tiny matters. is being right always right? insisting in your own stupid little dumb ways? getting amused by sadistic events? my goodness...

tmr is THE day. julianty jiayou!! i think i never will want to be in her shoes, but that day is nearing. DAMNS. looks like all the deadlines for the mountainous projects are due in the coming 2 weeks. if you see pimples popping out on my face, dont ask why. its the environmental factors that are contributing to physical changes in my appearance. **too much dbg**

OHOH!! i cut my hair.. its super extremely short for now. but this length is good, not too long and not too short. i think i'll look awful in short short hair and long long hair isnt my optimal length? yup.
the memories of primary school were disfigured by my horrendous haircut in primary 3. DONT REMIND ME. it was the worst mistake that i ever made regarding my hairstyle. i'll never ever allow my hair length to be above my shoulders. NEVER!!!!!!

you made me realise how empty this world is without you...

2009-07-04T21:21:00.004+08:00

random: did i mention i ATE A BANANA on wed before training? ya. i did. i almost puked out the whole entire banana when it was being digested in my stomach. eeek!
RC isn't fun anymore, once you reach a certain level you can't upgrade anymore): there isn't any motivation for me to play RC anymore. HAHAH. so now, FB is going to be extinct in my internet history.
today was great. got so many stuff that are CHEAP! thats the key word when it comes to shopping. haii. we should have stayed there longer, the duration was too short. NVMS. there will always be another time. i'm looking forward to it.
just rmbed. next training's campus run, i'm the front runner? shoots man. comparing THEIR stamina and speed, i hope i wont become the back runner at the end of campus run. haiyoo. my fitness level is -ve. *sadded* OMGGG. i can't imagine how it will be like when its my turn to be PTIs. my goodness. ****救命啊~~~*** "ONE THOUSAND!" but i never regretted..
@#%$^*&%!? WIKIS ARE THE CATALYST FOR PISSING PPL OFFF!!!! ARRRRRGGGGHHHH. I WILL NEVER EVER TOTALLY NOT TAKE CCTA FOR MY FYP! think will pek chek until you will boycott all CCTA labs for eternity!

wished you were here with me..

2009-07-03T23:53:00.002+08:00

my goodness. this week is like a marathon for ppts. its CRAZY. my group completed 3 ppts this week. AMAZING how we haven went bogus yet. staring at my laptop for almost everyday is damaging to the eyes. and the lack of sleep does not help much. tmr's gonna be a looong day *winks* HAHA.
was just completing my game proposal. all the memories of game proposals are flooding my head. IRRK!! thank goodness the proposal is simple. phew. putting a game into words aint easy. its worse than verbal explanation. oh wells. MY GAME PROPOSAL IS DONE. finally. now, its time for wikis-chionging. dbg ppt should be considered finished. mmb is long done!!! yay. after poly, everyone with a diploma cert will be ppt pro. we can all join competitions for the fastest and nicest ppt. HAHAHHA. i think i did a little too many ppt recently. IS was fun. it was quite a different kind of lesson for me. hope it will be easy to ace it? i'll be hoping (:
why does 7 days pass so fast? its seems more like 7 hours that just passed. time wont wait for you..

my knowledge of you knowing is sufficient...

2009-07-02T23:45:00.000+08:00

when will they ever grow up? sighs. going through this kind of stuff often is really draining. dampens ppl's mood without even considering, is self gain really that important? i'm doing it for a cause, its our responsibility now and no matter how little it benefits me, i cant complain because i gave my word in the beginning. whats the use of being envious of others when you cant do anything about it? just move on with life and live with it. where do they get the energy for silly things? haii. dont let it affect me. but one day, seriously. if you find a fist on your oh-so-pretty face, dont ask why. there's always a limit to everything and once it reaches the highest level, next will be real action.

2009-06-29T14:16:00.002+08:00

the pic above is for the previous post. one of the many photos we took with the thermal scanner. thats me on the right. HAHA. as you all can see, we are yellow on the screen, that means we are not having a fever. any red part on the screen means fever!!! thats the job for the person in charge of the thermal scanner. its a very easy but boring job. HAHA.
i was late for dbg lecture today. HAHA. i only came for 20 mins of his lesson. SORRY DR NEVIL. i was lazy-ing in bed for 15 mins > my reason for being late.

you defined what love is...

2009-06-27T23:58:00.005+08:00

this post shall be on my second and last week of term holidays. i did nothing but ayg volunteering at swissotel. IT WAS A BLAST! haha. made TONS of new friends and ate SO much that i think i kinda put on a few kilos. but who cares! i had so much fun that i wanna work there till ayg ends. sadly, i cant because of schoool. *sighs*
i was in access control for this whole week. it sounds chim and cool, but in actual fact its just smth like security? we had to ensure that right ppl enter the right place. i was always posted to the same place where i met lots of ppl, made friends, had supper and had fun.
friends i made there:
-germaine ;the girl from np, was my partner for my last day where we did silly things that kept us from stoning.
-rafidah ;the girl who has mixed blood, was my first few friends in ayg. thanks keeping me awake during the first few boring days.
-tong si ;the girl that LOVED twilight too! haha. we had fun at the ops center with the thermal scanner and supper!
-jivaan aka vaana ;the guy who takes a million years to finish the first book of twilight. funny guy with lame jokes!
-bert ;the guy who likes to stick the temp stickers on me. -.- kinda quiet too.
-take or teck? ;the guy who i briefed and left a minute after that to another station. he responds to take!! haha. cant rmb his exact name. opps.
-haneef ;the guy who was my team leader for the last day. he was nice, letting us have dinner in pairs so we werent be so lonely...yay!
-fit ;the serious guy who took his work seriously and is always asking qns abt this and that.
-crystal!!!!! ;the lady who was my boss for ayg. she is stressed!!
-kuan ann ;team leader for most of the days. first person i know. gave THE SWEETS to almost everyone at that shift. HAHAH. i'll never forget their faces.
-the hotel staff in charge of supper! ;they kinda knew who i was after the first night. the supper there is GOOD. i love the tea!!!
-the workforce ;the ppl who entertained us for awhile during our night shift as we were SO bored. i guessed they were stressed too. we had fun with the tea and thermal scanner.
-the aetos officers ;the ppl who helped us in our job at the ops center. they were friendly in uniform. nice ppl too!

yup! thats abt it for ayg. even though it was free labour, it was FUN. hope to see you guys for yog! should i go back tmr?

love is a strange and funny thing..

2009-06-16T22:56:00.004+08:00

if you were never in these shoes before, you will never know how she feels like. the familiar feeling that wears her out so much, feels like quitting and giving up. the consequence of that just seem so small and insignificant, that makes it so tempting for her to just give in. but she can't blame anyone for this, she reaps what she sows. the voice in the back keeps repeating that same old phrases that pushes her on. but don't know why she is still holding on to something that perhaps doesn't need her presence. maybe it was a wrong choice in the beginning.
its tiring, its exhausting and she doesn't know if she can last to the finishing line. will her strength erode through the days?

2009-06-05T23:45:00.003+08:00

I AM NOT ADDICTED TO RC!!! I WAS DECLARED A NOOB YTD NIGHT!
but i wonder if the test is accurate. there may be a chance that my test result screwed up? oh wells, i'll just assume that the application was working alright. speaking of RC, its kinda on one of my tabs now. HAHAHHA.
ohoh! NEW MOON is coming out soon!!! hahah. watched some clips of the fab new movie ytd. but hmmms, dont know if i'll like the movie or the book better. oh wells. I DECLARE THAT I LIKE BOTH. cant wait for it to be out. not sure if i'll watch it over and over again. muahahahaha. 6 bucks should be okay?
i don't know why i missed you by. guess i had smth else to accomplish-finding the BEST seats in SIM canteen. =.=

with hopes too high and the fall too deep..

2009-06-04T21:55:00.003+08:00

i seriously need to get a new wallet.
my present wallet is shedding its first layer of skin.
like a snake? dots.
i got my eyes on this particular on from bonia since like ages ago.
but didnt have the time to purchase it?
i want to get a long-lasting one?
if not, i'll get pek chek every time it spoils.
like its a TOTAL WASTE OF MY MONEY!

so many movies i wanna catch!
stupid CT.
dance subaru, hannah montana.
well, its only 2. but still! anyone interested?
cant wait for CT to be OVER.
argh. then next will be ayg.
eeeeeeerrrrgggghhhh.
my hols are GONEEE.
sobs.

i saw the light in your eyes..

2009-06-03T19:52:00.003+08:00

red;
is the colour of my laptop bag;
is the colour of my cushion cover;
is the colour of my red marker;
is the colour of my heart.

2009-05-31T23:09:00.002+08:00

i dont know why but i'm stressing up again.
any suggestions on stress-relief?
i need my sleep. badly.
and i dont wanna go for anymore pracs!!!
i'm starting to dislike them.
my timetable is like the SPAM OF PRACS.
omg.
hahah.
i was exaggerating a little?
but seriously, 12 hrs of prac per week is murderous.

don't know why, but i'm kinda looking forward to this week.
even though i know it wouldnt guarantee me anything.
i need the right place, right time and right person.
magical if i could get what i want.
magic is not solid.
but, no harm wishing right?
even though wishes belong only to fairytales.

let me fall asleep into that dream again..

2009-05-30T23:14:00.003+08:00

sally's been complaining about how dead my blog is.
hahaha.
she can really nag.
oh wells, i'm updating now.
i have common tests next week and the week after.
and i dont really like all the modules.
who wants to study? haha.
discipline!
btw, i finally kinda decided on wed that i wasn't going to go for famine camp this year.
sadded.
i would love to go.
but it wasn't meant to be.
timing clashed with exams.
i think everyone was GLAD i finally made up my mind.
i think i annoyed sally?
heehee. during dip plus.
opppps
i had to really think ma.
weigh the consequences and benefits.
conclusion: i am a fickle-minded person.
HAHAHA.
it felt as if i was choosing over a white or black top.
both colours were nice.
but which suited my skin tone the best?
hard to choose when you want both but can only pick one.
peeps that experienced shopping with me should be able to relate to this example?
hahahhaha.
GOOD NIGHT.
and SWEET DREAMS.

i've been dreaming of this someone
no wonder they say, dreams ain't reality.
but i dont mind....
really..

2009-05-12T20:51:00.002+08:00

i know i haven't updated in a long time.
i've been kinda lazy and busy.
i have TONS of projects awaiting me.
OMG.
and they aren't the normal kind of projects..
sighs.
so busy like a beee..
i don't like bees. they sting.
HAHAHA.
oh. do go and take the quiz that i made.
on facebook.

i have no idea but i'm kinda into old songs nowadays.
don't ask me why.
okay, this is a sing i've been listening over and over again...
its a nice song.
you will fall in love with it once you hear the melody(:

Never Had A Dream Come True

by S Club 7

Everybody's got something
they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday
that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
How it could be now or might have been (or might have been)
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory
I lost all sense of time
And tomorrow can never be
'Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
How it should be now or might have been (or might have been)
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
(Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, baby)
You'll always be the one I know (I'll never forget)
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try
I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

I never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be

A part of me will always be with you...

so near yet so far...

2009-05-11T22:31:00.004+08:00

low profile

i was hypnotized and mesmerized..

2009-05-03T22:13:00.001+08:00

I'll Be
Edwin McCain

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky
Never revealing their depth

Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

And rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're my survival, you're my living proof
My love is alive and not dead

Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated
I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

And I've dropped out, I've burned up
I've fought my way back from the dead
I've tuned in, turned on
Remembered the things that you said

I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

The greatest fan of your life

enjoy.
i'm currently listening to this song.
special thanks to fanny(:
the tune is nice. i like it.
this week has been smooth-sailing.
its only through the tough times,
you see who are true to you.
thank god for you. i am blessed.
thank god for everything, esp health.
i pray that this annoying flu will be wiped out like whatever.
HAHAHHAHA.

i am THE fan of movies(:

When you brought the sunlight...

2009-04-30T22:28:00.000+08:00

i hope it was clear enough.

2009-04-25T17:30:00.000+08:00

i feel lazy(:

2009-04-18T21:29:00.003+08:00

knowing you,
i am blessed(:

i look forward to every weekend(:

2009-04-13T23:11:00.002+08:00

SORRY.
i was really lazy the past few weeks.
PLUS, there was the AMAZING FOC that consumed most of my free time.
FOC WAS A BLAST!
INDESCRIBABLE FEELING.
hahaha.
yup. i am not in the mood to elaborate about FOC right now.
so far, after FOC i didnt have the time to rot at home
guess i have LOTS of stuff i haven't done.
the last week of the hols but i have lots of things i wanna do.
I'M SO SORRY I CAN'T COMMIT MYSELF FOR DANCE.
i don't want to screw it up.
HAII.
holidays shouldnt be this short.
complains/feedback time!!
hahaha.
yup.
so this is the BRIEF UPDATE of my life so far.
i'll try to update more often if i have the time.
lots of stuff to update about too.
so, TATA!

是你在那一个秒钟，赶走了永久的孤寂

2009-03-25T20:55:00.002+08:00

OMG.
didn't know it was this serious.
THREE DAYS OF MC..
so i was a pig again.
sleeping all day long.
HAHA.
went to school at 1030 for aem.
but when i reached there, i felt worse.
then mum came to pick me up.
went to visit the doctor at TP.
vomited out my breakfast while waiting for my turn
went home and slept all day.
feeling much better now after taking medication.
BUT.
i dont know if i can go for dance tmr.
mum's kinda paranoid and wants me to rest till i recover.
but, if i dont go, i wont be able to catch up.
SIGHS.
and as usual, i havent done any of my dip plus hw YET.
i kinda planned to chiong them tmr after lecture.
cos i cant think straight right now.
hmmms.
if i slept all day, will i be able to sleep tonight?
too much sleep is not good either.
I CAN BE AN OWL for now.
AHAHHA.

don't ask me questions that i don't have an answer to.

2009-03-24T20:40:00.002+08:00

did nothing but sleep all day.
head was aching in the day.
tonsils hurt when i woke up.
felt feverish whenever i woke up from my naps.
guess i became a pig overnight.
bathed in EXTREMELY COLD water in the evening.
feeling better now.
RANDOM FACT: I HAD MEE SUA FOR LUNCH(:
but i was not in the mood to enjoy it.
hmms.
been kinda busy the last week.
dance, games com stuff and etc.
FOC's coming soon.
it will get busier.
must get more REST.
and i realised that i haven't done my dip plus assignment and hw):
i'm kinda looking forward to tmr's training, surprisingly.
HOPEFULLY, the training will be like last week's.

i won't fall for it.

2009-03-18T21:27:00.002+08:00

AGL TRAINING IS FUN. i like it(:
even though i dont really go for trainings.
i can say that AGL TRAINING is BETTER and MORE FUN?
hahahha.
thats my personal opinion.
it feels more like a 'family'.
we laugh together and have fun together.
LOADS OF FUN.
even PT is more enjoyable although i fall out a few times.
hahahah.
PT's unique.
UNIQUE is the word(:
different from the usual kind.
i think others feel the same about TODAY'S training.
AGLs are nice. BETTER.
i may not know them well.
but they are FRIENDLY AND FUNNY.
first impressions are important(:
thats why they are AGL.
one year older means ALOT, huh..

no more being shouted at.
no more having to tolerate HEI faces.
no more complains after training.
no more regretting to go for trainings.
no more having to dread weds.
no more disgusting dirty eww games. yay!
no more having to find excuse not to go.
no more SIAN-ness.
no more.
for a few more weeks ):
i want AGL TRAINING to not stop after FOC.
those who agree, BREATHE!!!
HAHAHHAHA.

OMG.
i'm kinda looking forward to next week's AGL training.
BUT.
i have AEM ):
sighs.

my body's aching.
i'm tired but I HAD FUN.
we are going to the mushroom farm tmr!
yipee!
i have never been there.
kinda excited because i love mushrooms.
HAHAH.
but i'm in a dilemma now.
should i go at 9am or 1pm?
hmmm.
i hate dilemmas.
i'm always in them.
ARRRGGHHH...

i know its not the right path.
but........

2009-03-16T22:09:00.002+08:00

MY HAIR IS EXTREMELY SHORT.
why?
because my mum made me cut.
SOBS.
whatever.
i think its time for a new hairstyle too.
even though its short.
RANDOM FACT: I WENT FOR JAP BUFFET! bloated.
i had to stuff everything into my stomach in one hour.
OMG.
i almost couldnt walk after that.
but the food is GOOD.
me like!
i think i ate like 1/10 of a salmon fish.
HAHAHA.
i drank 3 cups of EARL GREY TEA.
it was SHIOK.
HAHAHA.
i think i put on 10000kg la.
SIGHS.
and i am feeling hungry now.
stomach's growling so early..
i have to go back to school for the AEM thingy.
SIAN!
nvm. and i have to pay my jap fees too!!
omg. i am not allowed to forget abt it again.

MY HAIR!!!!!!!
i think i have to wait another year for it to grow to that length.
haiyoo..
i realised it is SUPER SHORT.
no wonder it felt WEIRD washing my hair just now.
the length is GONE!
i'll live.

一切的美好停在我的手錶

2009-03-13T16:40:00.002+08:00

WOAH.
it has been quite a week.
and i SURVIVE!
trial camp took up the first half of this week.
OMG.
i can't believe i went through FOC again.
OMG.
personally, i don't think i had good memories of FOC.
whatever.
this time, i played ALL the dirty and eww games.
I CAN'T BELIEVE I PLAYED THEM.
it wasn't me that went to trial camp then.
ohwells.
thank goodness its only TWO DAYS.
PHEW.
RANDOM FACT: I AM IN GAMES COM. yay!
at least i am not a WELFARE GL.
omg.
good luck to all the welfare gls.
HAHAHHAHA.
and this hols, like i said before, is going to be INSANELY BUSY.
i signed up for many activities.
Asian Games Volunteer, AEM, FOC, Dip Plus and etc.
OMG.
not even sure if i have enough time for everything.
if only i have A SPELL THAT CAN PRODUCE MANY JANNAHS.
that will solve the problem.
haii.
phew there is no dip plus for the next two weeks.
BUT.
THERE IS DIP PLUS HW.
WTH.
I HATE HW!
RANDOM FACT: I WANTED TO EAT MEE SUA. but i didn't):
i dont think i will have any spare time for anything.
SIGHS.
but i'm kinda glad i have something to do during hols.
at least i won't be rotting away at home, doing nothing.
thats a good thing, RIGHT?

thank GOD for everything(:

2009-03-09T21:35:00.002+08:00

IT WAS A BLAST TODAY!
HAHAHHAH.
we sang FOUR HOURS of songs non-stop!
SHIOK.
but my throat feels rough now..
OPPS.
we shall continue after trial camp.
and my nose is ANNOYING ME.
it has LIMITLESS mucus to pour out.
thanks to the pouring rain and freezing temp when singing
DAMN IT.
RANDOM FACT: I HAD SUSHI FOR LUNCH! wow!
i think i'll have to sleep early
so as to prevent myself from feeling sicker.
SHIT.
WHAT'S WRONG WITH THE WEATHER??

i am so not in the mood for camp right now.

2009-03-08T21:50:00.002+08:00

I HAVE COMPLETED DIP PLUS HW!!
yay!
and now. i can draw phenanthrene very well.
another point: i think i can confuse myself very well.
i am EXTREMELY very confused about resonance structures.
OMG.
those thingys can give you MASSIVE HEADACHES.
RANDOM FACT: I HAD BEEF PEPPER RICE TODAY!! shiok!
i think my random sore throat has become a cough.
DAMN IT.
SIGHS.
trial camp on tuesday. NO COMMENTS.
haiiiii.
RANDOM FACT: my wound is starting to itch.
and i hate it when i can't do anything about it!!!!
ARRRGGGHHH.

有时我不愿回头看, 一路太多眼泪混乱..

2009-03-06T10:32:00.002+08:00

FRIDAY!
i just woke up not too long ago, although i slept early last night.
throat's still hurting.
maybe i need to drink herbal liang cha?
the taste isn't that bad...
DAMN IT.
SIGHS
BUT...
i'm gonna catch He's Just Not That Into You later.
WOOOHOOOO
EXCITING!
HAHAHA.
finally there is someone who hasn't watched it yet.
and there is STUDENT PRICE!!
$6 only! i like that no.
as for dinner, its cheap cheap too.
99cents sushi sounds money-saving to me.
HAHAHA.
i need to go BUDGET now.
i'm broke ):
ohwells.
looks like this holidays will be kinda packed with programs.
i've been out everyday since hols started.
oooo.
HAHAHAHAHA.

A smile is nearly always inspired by another smile.

2009-03-05T21:34:00.002+08:00

i feel sick.
i have a sore throat.
i feel lazy.
i heard smth.
i want to watch movies.
i want to sleep.
i miss my bed.
i don't want only 2 plays per day.
i want to shop.
i need money.
i like to stone.
i want to gossip.
i love tea.
i watch tv.
i am tired.

i don't want to fall too deep,
that i can't pull myself back up.

2009-03-03T20:53:00.002+08:00

I CAN RIDE A BICYCLE! haha.
i learned that skill last night with ah cai.
chou mi and alison were my shifu(:
arigato!
it was hard at first.
balancing wasn't easier.
what made it worse was that the seat was FREAKING SMALL.
my butt still hurts.
SHIT.
oh. and i fell down a few times.
HAHAHAHA.
and i got some injuries on my legs.
OUCH.
it didn't hurt that bad ytd.
but, after coming home today it became worse.
but staying in one position for a long time helps a little.
guess my brain sends the pain signal a little slower than usual?
HAHHAHA.
oh wells. it was a good experience falling down anyway.
i had to fall down once so it was ytd.

SLEEP-DEPRIVED.
after lunch, i slept till 5PM.
0.0
i dont usually take afternoon naps.
but today was an exception.
and the bus ride home was GOOD.
i slept in the 'alison' style all the way to bishan.
SHIOK!

OHHH.
i saw some 'AHEMS' ytd while cycling.
HAHAHHA.
it was amusing when i saw them so near me.
WOAH.
you could see the fake assets clearly without engaging their service.
HAHAHAHHA.
a little disgusted by them.
eww.

TMR IS THE FOURTH OF MARCH! (:
i'll be there(:

it is hard to decide..

2009-02-28T23:13:00.002+08:00

*@#!?$%&@!#*
we were cheated!
it isn't fun-day, more like WTH-day.
it was so not we expected AT ALL.
haiiii.
disappointing man..
i conclude: LECTURERS CAN'T DANCE! hahahaha.
you should have seen the 'cool' moves.
it was hilarious. EXTREMELY.
i wanna see the clip!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

it is me, not you.

2009-02-28T00:24:00.002+08:00

haiii.
i have to wake up freaking early tmr.
and its a saturday la.
WTH.
i wanna sleep in..
and my left foot is like swollen or smth.
feels so uncomfortable.
hopefully the swollen-ness will be gone soon.
almost a week since it was swollen.
SIGHS.

i wished i knew..

2009-02-26T22:02:00.002+08:00

i can't breathe.
i need fresh air.
i hate exams.
i feel drained.
i wish ...

my light in the endless darkness..

2009-02-24T11:34:00.003+08:00

FOR ONCE, i'll be studying at home.
HAHA.
i'll be CHIONG-ING at full speed now.
WISH ME LUCK!!
RANDOM FACT: I'M HAVING MEE SUA LATER! yums.
hopefully i can get lots of stuff done by today.
SIGHS.
I NEED MOTIVATION!

无法形容的快乐..

2009-02-23T20:02:00.003+08:00

went to study again.
i'm beginning to feel that i might be a robot.
all i ever do these few days is just studying and more studying.
WTH.
and i was late today. OPPS.
SORRY, AH CAI!! (:
and after awhile, ah cai and alison left for school to give someone his present.
BUT. i didn't follow cos i was a little lazy to go along. HEEHEE.
then i was studying alone ):
HAHAHA.

alison and ah cai with their hoodies(:

don't make a girl shed a tear for you..

2009-02-22T17:08:00.002+08:00

ULTRA PEK CHEK-NESS
SPOT THE DIFFERENCE can generate the highest level of PEK CHEK-NESS in you.
the differences are seriously ANNOYING.
sometimes, i will feel like complaining or giving some feedback.
WTH.
i always have trouble finding the last difference.
BUT, the photos are cool.. not the average kind. me like it(:

RANDOM FACT: I DRANK TURTLE SOUP AND ATE TURTLE MEAT FOR LUNCH(: yummy

its kinda obvious that i didn't study in the end. HAHA.
i came home around 4.
ONE HOUR has passed but nothing has been done.
OPPPS.
after logging on facebook, i declared that today will be my 'OFF' day(:
HAHAHAHA.

A rose speaks of love silently,
in a language known only to the heart.

2009-02-21T21:11:00.003+08:00

FRIDAY
summary: i was being BULLIED and the other two were being annoying as usual. ya.
and i kinda accidentally jabbed my right knee against the edge of a small table at the kids section at the library.
and now, i have a BALAKUU. *sobs* its painful when i poke it. HAHA.
surprisingly, i managed to complete some stuff.
WOW.
cell bio's DONE. complete.
OH. and there was A LOT of ppl.
like seriously A LOT of ppl surrounding the entire atrium from the bottom to the top at causeway point.
it was for some new channel u show that is currently showing on tv now.
i'm too lazy to go down and turn on the tv. HAHA.

TODAY
summary: i made ppl come to bishan library. HAHA.
thats revenge for ytd.
BUT, i was still being BULLIED.
WTH. *shakes head*
RANDOM FACT: I HAD MEE SUA TODAY(: and alison ate my oysters!
i completed oc. which is a REFIEF. PHEW.
but.. i still have to revise all my modules again.
SIAN.
countdown to THE D-PAPERS.
RANDOM FACT: I WAS BITTEN BY MOSQUITOES): i hate them.
I DECLARE: I NEED TO FOCUS MORE!!
SHOO, DISTRACTIONS SHOO!

hmm. should i study tmr? but its SUNDAY.
but i have papers next week and i should really mug harder. SIGHS.
but i can kinda predict what will happen tmr when i decide to study at home:
-feel sian and do nothing
-turn on the NO.1 distraction, THE TV.
-fall asleep on my NO.2 distraction, MY BED.
-do useless stuff on my NO.3 distraction, MY LAPTOP.
DAMN IT.
i'm surrounded by LOTS of distractions which aren't helping my mission to study more.
WTH.
i think i should try other surroundings next sem,
like lock myself up in an empty room that has nothing but a table, a chair and a washroom.
ya. maybe then i will be able to concentrate better. HAHA.

you are always in my radar(:

2009-02-19T20:55:00.003+08:00

sighs.
since i came home like 2 hours ago, i haven't started studying.
i was playing spot the difference on facebook. it is addictive.

but today's study session was a little more productive than the other days. HAHA. and i overslept. OPPS. but i wasn't the latest. HAHAHA.

random facts: I HAD MEE SUA TODAY! (:

tmr is THE END of the week! wth.
hopefully i will be able to accomplish more tmr. i need to do more.

You're not the only one who feels this way.

2009-02-18T00:13:00.003+08:00

fourth of march is nearing(:

i had been slacking since 7pm.
not productive at all.
damn it.

camp rock is nice(:
nice plot and music.

我想要的那片天空, 你是不是能夠給我?

2009-02-15T22:56:00.002+08:00

YOU WILL BE MISSED.
YOU WILL BE REMEMBERED.
REST IN PEACE.

it has been a long and tiring day...

tmr will mark the start of jannah's 'try-to-study-as-much-as-possible' operation. hope it will be a success. my home is a BAD environment that will not induce studying but sleeping and slacking. but studying outdoors might not yield the best results either, thats if i'm not in the mood to mug or there isn't any motivation for me to mug.
i need A MOTOR.
i need to find out my optimal conditions for mugging asap.

Friendship or Love?
someone has to make the decision eventually.

2009-02-11T22:47:00.002+08:00

i'll be praying.
life is fragile.
cherish everything that comes your way.

2009-02-10T21:27:00.003+08:00

you shouldn't have done anything in the first place. mine wasn't moved at all. if you had tried harder, things might have been different right now. but i guess, it wasn't meant to be in the first place. thats why i am where i am now. perhaps things are better the way they are now. i shouldn't have gone there, knowing that i was going to leave somehow...
i did something bad. but its better if i was the bad person. someone had to do that eventually and i chose to do it then..
i won't blame you and neither will you...

2009-02-09T21:16:00.003+08:00

i'm to lazy to update. sighs.
just came back from dinner at the 99cents sushi restaurant, chatted for a little while.
oc prac test was alright, i think. no comments.
sally: WE WILL STAND BY YOU, ALWAYS (:

you never fail to make me smile (:

CRAP.

2009-02-08T19:25:00.002+08:00

SIGHS. i haven't really studied anything this weekend, probably because there were too many distractions and i didn't have the mood to do anything that will hurt my brain. HAHAH. if only we had real holidays for cny. WOW. that will be 15 days of NO-SCHOOL. NOT BAD AH! sighs.. exams are such mood spoilers. STUPID EXAMS. haiii. looks like i will need PLAN B. i think i'll be off to school tmr early? cos there ISN'T ANY OC LECTURE. YAHOOOO.. so i will still have to wake up so early.. SIGHS.

mum's calling me to have my dinner. my relatives are over for dinner to mark the end of cny. -.-'' steamboat! my favourite for cny. HAHAH.

BYE.

有你在的地方, 我总感觉很窝心..

苦茶 (黑澀會美眉+棒棒堂)

2009-02-07T13:52:00.002+08:00

chorus:

不用等你開口先說我愛你
在那之前想對你說我願意
你不必問你也不必等
這一刻就值得愛到永恆

我該如何讓你明白我愛你
在那之後你點頭說我願意
想照顧你想守護着你
這一刻只想把你抱緊

...

-.-''post

2009-02-07T00:36:00.002+08:00

TEN ARE YOUS
1. Are you single – loving it
2. Are you happy – when I’m shopping
3. Are you bored – when I have nothing to do
4. Are you fair – I think so.
5. Are you Italian – I am a Singaporean(:
6. Are you intelligent –I hope so(:
7. Are you honest – always am.
8. Are you nice – all the time(:
9. Are you Irish – erm, I am Chinese.
10. Are you Asian – Isn’t Chinese asian?

TEN FACTS
1. Full Name - リムジャナ-
2. Nicknames – *too many to be named*
3. Birth place – Singapore
4. Hair color – always have been black
5. Natural hair style - natural
6. Eye Color - black
7. Birthday – mid-august baby!!
8. Mood – SLEEPY
9. Favorite color – black, gray, brown, beige.
10. One place you'd like to visit – hmm, the whole world(:

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Have you ever been in love - secret.
2. Do you believe in love at first sight – when I’m watching movies?
3. Do you currently have a crush? – erm, is it even considered as one?
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - yup
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart – I never intended to do that.
6. Have you ever had your heart broken – my heart’s still intact and beating.
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them – most of the time.
8. Are you afraid of commitment -depends.
9. Who was the last person you hugged -*STM*
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? - *STM*

TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust - LOVE.
2. Hard liquor or beer – rather not choose
3. Cats or dogs - PUPPIES
4. A few best friends or any regular friends – BFFs
5. Creamy or Crunchy – I don’t get it
6. Pencil or Pen – both(:
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - romantic.
8. Money or Happiness – hmm, both?
9. Night or day – Night, so I can sleep forever.
10. Internet Messenger or phone – depends who I am communicating with(:

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out - *STM*
2. Seen a polar bear – they always show it on TV
3. Done something you regret – I try not to regret my decisions.
4. Bungee jumped – nope, but I think my heart might pop out while doing that.
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - NEVER
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker – huh?
7. Been caught naked – erm, noo.
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back – no comments
9. Cried because you lost a pet – its not something I will cry over.
10. Wanted to disappear – depends. I want to disappear before exams and appear before the holidays

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes - eye
2. Light or dark hair - dark
3. Hugs or kisses – hugs are warm and nice
5. Intelligence or attraction – if intelligence can attract me, why not?
6. Topman or Zara – love both.
7. Funny or serious – both.
8. Older or Younger – definitely older.
9. Outgoing or quiet – I don’t know. Depends on how I feel.
10. Sweet or Bad – anything that can make me smile.

TEN HAVE YOUS
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd – I think I can remember doing that.
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - yup
3. Ever tried walking on your hands – is doing that in the swimming pool counted?
4. Ever been to a rock concert – I am not a fan of rock
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team – for the sake of my class, yes
6. Ever been on a dance team – for the sake of my class, yes
7. Ever been on a sports team – don’t think so..
8. Ever been in a drama play/production – ya. It was a bad experience..
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? I want to..
10. Ever been in a rap video? – I don’t rap. -.-“

TEN LASTS
1. Last phone call you made – lasy to check my phone..heehee
2. Last person you hugged - *STM*
3. Last person you hung out with – SHIRIN
4. Last time you worked – no experience
5. Last person you talked to – my mum
6. Last person you IM'd - ren wei
7. Last person you texted – lazy to check
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - I think it was bride wars with Alison and Julianty? Can't remember clearly..
9. Last person/thing you missed – my beauty sleep
10. Last website visited - *STM*

BEING TAGGED IS SO MA FUN. i can't believe i completed it. -.-''

おちゃ [green tea]

2009-02-05T21:04:00.003+08:00

after school, headed to amk central with julianty for a tea session plus dinner at a sushi restaurant. green tea at 80cents/tea bag and we sat there since 5? we left at 730pm. i needed to pee twice la. thank goodness the toilet is just next to the restaurant.. HAHAHA. its nice chatting over おちゃ. but i prefer おちゃ at novena's branch. we warmed the seats up for the time we were there. HAHA. we made the 80cents おちゃ worth by refilling our cups with warm water that was free flow!!! i think i drank about more than TEN cups of おちゃ? HAHA. ate the usual sushi that we will eat if we went there. julianty was eating so she wouldnt feel hungry later at night. HAHAH.

our table at around 6 plus(:

the best combo to eat with sushi/raw food

おちゃ! one of my frequent drinks.
one of my favorites too(:

SIAN.
COMT at 10am tmr but my group has already finish presenting. BORING.
meeting shirin later at 6pm.. a little late, but never mind, its a FRIDAY NIGHT. HAHA.
i owe her money and her books too. i must rmb to bring along. STM's getting a little into me nowadays. maybe its because there are seriously just to much things and stuff to rmb. SIGHS.

Cause I dont wanna waste another moment,
saying things we never meant to say..

2009-02-04T20:51:00.003+08:00

i count my blessings.

it has been a good week so far although it started out rough.
lazy to elaborate.
i had a scary dream last night. it was freaking weird. don't ask me.
next week is battle time. i'm going to war with 3 practical tests.
i need to my beauty sleep. without sleep, i'm like a walking zombie with a heart. i can feel as if my eyes are going to pop out soon.
i like the game solitaire cos its fun. HAHA. i'm being totally random like julianty. i think its getting into me. i'm playing it now. HAHA.
no mood to study yet. like i said, i need the so-called motivation. wth.
and, shirin's being annoying right now. the files aren't going to be sent tonight la. its going to take forever. but she just wants to be annoying to annoy me as usual.
and there aren't any nice movies now!! all the shows i wanna watch are only going to be opened around or after v-day. WTH. i need to destress. they aren't helping much. damn it.

i dont want to make promises yet..

walking zombie on the loose.

2009-01-29T20:39:00.008+08:00

i kinda smuggled this out of level 5 on wednesday. HAHA. shh, its SUPPOSED to be a secret. i guess my partner in crime is ALISON. haha. well, her 'smuggled' stuff is pretty. HAHA. this fan is cool cos its wrapper had the chinese translation for 'fan' on it. i was fascinated by it? HAHA. the chinese characters were huge and in purple. HAHA.

i think the best when i'm walking. maybe its because when my body is not not moving so my brain cells can be stimulated? HAHA. what nonsense theory. haha. walking can sort things out clearly. its good. i needed that these days. sighs. its gonna be a long day tmr. comt ppt in the morning, what a great way to start the day. then its duty and then, off to sally's house.

I wonder if you'd realized,
I've been waiting till I see it in your eyes..

currentlyinTUTORIAL.

2009-01-29T11:18:00.002+08:00

LOL. im blogging in cell bio tutorial. HAHA. shh. he doesn't know. haha. the quiz was erm, okay? sally's big toe is full of muscles, totally pro during the quiz. HAHA. a load off my back. PHEW. another BOO: there is comt ppt tmr and WE HAVEN'T STARTED YET. wish me good luck for it. omg. sianness.

current mood: in a dilemma

Without you, there'd be no sun in my sky..

WTH.

2009-01-28T21:20:00.004+08:00

SIAN. i haven't even started on cell bio la! and the test is in the morning! 9am! WTH. cant stand it. i dont think i'll have the energy or the will to revise tonight. should i go tmr at 8am to study? hmm. will i even be able to focus and study? sighs. i need like a 24/7 motor to MAKE ME study and do my hw on time. damn it. heehee, my plan B for tmr is to sit next to ppl that have alr studied. ANYONE? haiyo. i think all the ppl i know or talked to haven't studied yet. sighs.. NO HOPE LE. *sobs* how?? i need plan C. i can't think right now. ARGGGHHH. *HELP*

i admit, i lied today. its better if i did. but lying is WRONG. however, sometimes, being wrong can always be the right choice...will it?

i'll never take down the facade that covers my real emotions. is showing them what i really feel or think okay? will it be alright to let down my guard for once? too dangerous a risk. i have learnt to protect what i think is vulnerable. maybe i should learn to open up more.. its not fair if they give and all i do is receive. it wouldn't work out.

i don't trust myself with that. afraid is the word. but how can someone not be in my situation?

I've been waiting for a chance to let you in..

DONOTDISTURB.

2009-01-27T17:19:00.003+08:00

currently completing my bstats hw. -.-'' SIAN. doing hw on cny second day. sighs.. *HELP* tutorial 9 due on thursday. damn it. goal: sleep early tonight. i've been sleeping at 2am for the past nights. *shakes head* its bad for health..
current mood: bored and tired. (if only i could sleep for 24 more hours)

love's simple yet complicated, an unsolved mystery.

2009-01-27T01:49:00.004+08:00

crap. my stomach's hungry. AGAIN.
...
but i'm lazy to get smth to eat. damn it.

life's the best with just your girlfriends and nothing more than that.
but when the feeling comes, there is no way to avoid it.
just have to face it.

thoughts

2009-01-26T14:11:00.002+08:00

can you control how you want to feel? just because you want it to be perfect? can you keep to the decision that will contradict your heart? because, after awhile you will see that you can deceive everyone else except you yourself. but sometimes, it is only right to make such decisions.
don't want to be blinded, but there isn't anyone to lead you onto the right path.

2009-01-25T23:50:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! (:

the100thPOST

2009-01-25T21:58:00.003+08:00

i'm officially a rabbit/cow/herbivore right now, only that i eat cooked veges. my mum prepared SO MUCH vege for reunion dinner just now. i think i had too much. my stomach's bloated with soup and dang ou, the only vegetable on the dinner table. vegetables will help me poop too!! HAHA.

everyone sees sincerity differently. when others cant see it, you can because it can only be felt through the heart of the receiver. sometimes, small acts can bring out the deepest sincerity. its how you perceives things. it can only melt the coldest heart that ever existed on the planet. there isn't any way to measure it. one may feel it while others don't even through the same act or words said. sincerity can't be described in words. tears will flow due to that overwhelming feeling that can't be bought or experienced by another person. will i?

i want a plastic heart that wont hurt anymore.

2009-01-25T01:02:00.004+08:00

here i am, in my small little cosy bedroom, putting on new bedsheet for my comfy supersingle bed and hanging up new day curtains for my room. i'm physically tired, but i dont know why i dont want to sleep yet. even though my eyes hurt. its late.

am i suppose to know it at this moment?

springCLEAN

2009-01-24T21:45:00.004+08:00

EXTREMELY TIRING. spring cleaning is tiring. i slept for 10hours! but i still feel sleepy after all that 'exercise'. imagine all the calories i've lost today. tiring but worth it though. HAHA. and i haven't iron my cny clothes yet! omg. left tmr to finish all the chores.
damn it! next week is not holiday at all. bstats tutorial 9 due plus cell bio quiz on THREE chapters. INSANE!!!! wth. when will i be able to find the mood to do it? i need to be in the right mood to do hw. arghh. annoying lecturers. whatever. i cant be bothered anymore. *pissed* can it get worse than this?

is there suppose to be a hidden underlying meaning?
but i cant figure it out, tell me.

2009-01-24T00:14:00.002+08:00

we invented a new 'game'. its called '3-choose-1'. hahhaha. very exciting when you are given 3 choices but can only choose one. it can kill time when you're on the bus with friends..
btw, this game is copy-righted. owned by alison, julianty and me. HAHA.

imHUNGRY.

2009-01-23T22:47:00.003+08:00

i'm feeling hungry now): maybe cos i didn't finish my dinner? i had mushroom ramen. arrh. i hate the hungry feeling at night. it feels annoying. damn it.
CNY! the atmosphere in singapore is a little not on the excited side. but, cny = more sleep. which is good. i need that, a lot. i am a walking zombie for the past week. my eyes are still hanging in there. which is good. i realised my recent posts are more of a complain that an update. thats not good right? sighs.i need some corner for my complaints every now and then.
my stomach is growling. but i'm too lazy to go grab smth from the kitchen. my legs dont feel like moving right now. HAHA. whatever..

my mind's preoccupied with something these days.
am i just 'blind' to everything? should i be? hai.

sleepified.

2009-01-22T22:45:00.002+08:00

I SURVIVED THIS WEEK! AMAZING.
but i dont want to talk about the tests though. too lazy to go through the details. BUT, if you want to know, can ask me. HAHAHA.
why am i tired every morning? even when i sleep at 1015, i still cant get my eyes to open in the morning. sighs. maybe i should try sleeping at 9PM. that might help, right? but i cant sleep at that time... i have stuff to do and CNY's coming. so i have much more stuff to complete. i still have A LOT to prepare for CNY, but i'm too tired and lazy to do them.. sighs. i think i need to go for some eye massage thingy.. my eyes hurt..):

damn it. i haven even started my cell bio practical qns!! my brain couldnt do any homework tonight. i guess i'll have to go early to school tmr and complete the dreadful hw assignment. ARGH. and i'll be doing hw alone. how sad is that? going to school early to do hw is sad enough. BUT going to school early to do hw alone is worse. there isnt anyone to go through the torture with you. haii. and i'm suppose to be in dream-land now but i'm not. hai.
good night!

things should be simple. the simpler, the better.
but why doesn't it seem that way??

MIRACLEneeded

2009-01-19T22:13:00.002+08:00

wish me good luck for my three tests tmr. networking test is OMG. i am really in need of a miracle tmr, to feed me with correct answers without having me to think. let me remember all my jap words too, that the essay will be flawless and perfect. hopefully.

nights!

i guess it was a false alarm after all, which is a good thing.

CAN'T DO INFO!

2009-01-18T16:36:00.003+08:00

CAN SOMEONE TEACH ME HOW TO STUDY FOR NETWORKING TEST?

p.s. INFO CAN KILL BRAIN CELLS.

2009-01-17T22:40:00.001+08:00

I'M OFFICIALLY FREAKING OUT.

damn it. i'm not good at languages and that sucks.

2009-01-17T21:39:00.005+08:00

there is something wrong, very wrong. but i don't know how to describe. sighs.
it WOULDN'T be an issue, would it?

i can't let my guard down, not now.

90thPOST.

2009-01-17T13:29:00.002+08:00

as i expected, i haven't accomplished anything yet. half the day is GONE. i think i need someone to force me to study or smth like that.
sounds weird though.

i like it the way it is now. no changes.

motivation.

2009-01-16T23:20:00.004+08:00

networking test, does anyone know where to start studying from? i haven't been paying much attention in class and i don't think anyone was anyway. it is hard to pay attention when the topic is BORINGGG. i'm mean. haha. okay, it isn't that boring la. i get to use my laptop? heehee.

RANDOM: i'm onto my fourth book part two and I LOVE IT.

actions mean more than words, huh. i need to put my words into actions. and fast. or there won't be enough time. damn it. i'd rather projects than exams. all the stress can damage your brain system and absorb all the brain juices.
so, we will be going to sally's house, alison's house and maybe julianty's house for CNY? exciting. i'll be really bored if i didn't go bai fang-ing.

i gave my second speech today. i've decided that i dont want to go through all that again next week. but there will be the group speech. comt should provide free drinks, we keep talking and talking for weeks and it is normal to get thirsty. BUT, they aren't helping. haha. doesn't matter. i bring water, in the square container. i can't rmb when's the last time i went for training. wells, it doesn't matter.

should i paint my toe nails for new year? i feel like painting them but all my new shoes are covered up so wouldn't the painted toe nails be unseen? then why waste time right? ... painting nails. HAHAHAHAHAHA. face shop memories. *shakes head* HAHAHA.
my mum insists that we must get new stuff from head to toe. traditional chinese, but i don't mind. hahahha. used to it. (:
hmm, should i study at home or outside? i don't think i'll be able to concentrate with my laptop hanging around tempting me to not study. but i think i'll be lazy to go out to study. it isn't the most interesting thing to do on a saturday. damn.. dilemma. who cares. i'll decide tmr.
p.s. it ain't good to over-work your brain, you will start lagging. thats NOT good at all. sighs.

will it be a nightmare or a happily-ever-after?

BINGO,anyone?

2009-01-15T21:57:00.004+08:00

i need the motivation to study. right now. three tests next week, am i going to survive them? not too sure about that. well, poly's not as slack as i thought it would be. year one's not even over and i'm complaining already. but thankfully, i have my de-stress packages. haha. i'm counting on them to prevent me from freaking out. but they aren't the healthiest de-stress plans. staring at my laptop screen for two to three hours aren't helping my eyes. poor eyes..

i wasn't paying attention in cell bio lecture yesterday and this morning. bingo has been keeping me wide awake in lectures recently. mr mak was going on about genetic stuff and it is hard to keep my eyelids from shutting. so, i need distractions. and kathy suggested BINGO. i guess, most of us weren't paying attention anyway. it was mean. mr mak is nice and we weren't being nice at all. ohwells.
comt at ten tmr. i'm beginning to like comt now. since it isn't as boring as my other modules, FOR NOW.

am i thinking about what i'm not suppose to think about?
why am i waiting for something?
i need a distraction whenever i'm thinking.

MIA

2009-01-12T20:44:00.002+08:00

MIA for almost forever. i was busy reading a book on my laptop that i was just too lazy to update. but since i have the mood now for updating, i might as well do it.
last week was insane. everything was due on the first week of school. that was stress. but i somehow manage to survive it. second week of school, but it feels like i have not had a holiday in centuries. time is passing so fast when im busy. tests and more tests coming up. not sure if i can handle all my modules. jap's my weakest but im just too lazy to do much now. no energy to keep up, i need a energy drink everyday.
CNY is coming. which is a good thing, i think. i think i've gotten all my clothes and shoes and stuff ready. but there is only 2 days off school. which sucks. hmm, open house on sat was interesting. i had my blood type checked. i'm a O+! i finally know my blood type. (: it was painful when the needle went into my right middle finger. i couldnt look at my finger when the guy was squeezing my blood out. i think i might just screaming at how much blood i am going to lose. hahha. jk. it feels like i just went through a body checkup. it was funny. and i did alot of slacking. i like stamping for others. i had a chair to sit on! haha. ya.
the crave to continue reading my book is starting to come back. so, i'll update when the mood is right! (:

falling in love with a vampire-EC

mesmerised.

2008-12-30T22:02:00.005+08:00

i couldnt update till now because i was too lazy to type everything out. haha. plus, there was no time for me to even go online at night. in short, my holiday trip was REALLY for de-stressing purposes only. and i think i did put on some weight from all that eating non-stop for 5 days. feeling too full isnt a good sign. sighs.

when i came back, it was back to project chionging in school. omg. up till now, im still left with 1 major project. cell bio.sighs. nvm, lets move on to the nice part of my post-holiday. I WATCHED TWILIGHT TWICE! ytd and today. the movie is excellent. and the way the actors portray the characters was great. interesting storyline with great actors with expressions. totally loved the movie. honestly, i think edward looked great in the movie. the way he reacts and interacts with bella is just amazing. that character can really blow you off your seats while watching the movie. i was so mesmerised.
i dont think i will ever get tired of the movie. haha. i wouldnt mind watching it over and over again. anyone? haha. or i should just wait for the dvd release. omgosh. cant wait for the sequel!!! sighs. if only i have the books of the twilight series. its so expensive to purchase them, i guess i'll have to borrow them from someone.. shirin? haha.. cant wait to read the full story. this is the one time i have a good impression of vampires. haha..

Falling in love with a vampire.

BOREDOM.

2008-12-15T15:44:00.003+08:00

im currently alone at home. mum went to do her hair for CNY. had cramps ytd, really bad ones. so boring at home. there aint many nice shows in the late morning and early afternoon. so im staring at my laptop. i was so bored till i decided to RE-WATCH wildchild on youtube. still love it, as usual. had maggie noodles for lunch, chicken flavour. bought them ytd at ntuc. what other things can i do or watch on the internet?? hmm. mind suddenly went blank when i am trying to recall the dramas that i wanted to watch. i'll continue searching...

CURRENTLY CRAVING FOR SOME SOURSOP WITH ICE.

Cause hugs are overrated..

2008-12-15T01:31:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SHIRIN!

miss you. stay happy always.
muacks, loveyou! (:

with LOVE, the-bubble-girl

updates.

2008-12-14T23:39:00.002+08:00

FRIDAY:
woke up early in the morning for a warehouse sale at my ex-tuition area. didnt buy anything though cos there wasnt anything that suits me there. rushed to cine to catch WILDCHILD! it was a GREAT movie. but due to the overwhelming response of teenagers, we were only left with the front roles to choose seats from. and maybe because of the time we bought the tickets. walked around in orchard for some post CT shopping. all of us bought smth except renwei. haha. oh ya. julianty, me, sally, alison and renwei were the people out today. omg. we walked like forever la. i need to train my legs for my christmas shopping a week later. haha. i need my stamina. went to the 99cents sushi at amk for dinner with alison. we were both quite bloated. didnt eat much for dinner.
conclusion: girls cant shop with guys. the guys will DIE of boredom.

SATURDAY:
woke up early in the morning too. dad told us there was a clarks warehouse sale. we chiong there for breakfast. OMG. there was a freaking long queue outside to go in. it was INSANE. but nevertheless, we queued up patiently. OMG. the scene inside the hall was WORSE. everyone was everywhere pushing and screaming their shoe sizes at the staff. it was really a MARKET selling cheap shoes. the prices werent exactly that low but it was much much lower than the retail shops.
conclusion: i bought a pair of white sneakers for CNY.

SUNDAY:
sent my sis of for camp, coming back on wed. hmm, dont know if i will miss her.. haha..anyway, went to amk hub after that, bought a nice blouse for $15. it was a bargain! haha. im pleased with my purchase. bought some household stuff at ntuc. went window-shopping at IKEA. i wanted to make a bag from stacks of cloth. but i dont know how to sew. damn it.
conclusion: today's a slow-paced day.

THE PAST 1 HOUR:
wahjong-ing with the gls. i hu-ed 5 TIMES. it was incredible. and renwei dont believe i won with my skills. wth. everyone won at least once this time. and im getting hungry after all that excitement.
conclusion: life is fair.

If the heart is always searching, can one ever find a home?

freed!

2008-12-11T22:07:00.002+08:00

COMMON TEST IS FINALLY OVER!
IM FREED!

i miss my tv shows! shant elaborate on the common tests since they are over. its holidays for the next THREE weeks! yipee! haha. i'll be going overseas during this hols with my aunt to celebrate christmas. just thinking of it makes me daydream of all the things i can buy over there!!!! haha.. shopping is calling me!! haha..
well, im suppose to be watching wildchild tmr. BUT the arrangements arent made yet. wulusai-ness.
oh!! i got a new handphone on sat night! ya. was quite excited for awhile.. haha.. hmm. i really need to start my new year shopping soon. hahha.. but i need a 'catalyst' for that shopping reaction to happen. haha.. too much organic chem in my head now. haha..
how should i spend my holiday? julianty asked me to go back with her but my mum says no... sighs. all mums are paranoid. cant help it. so what should i do? hmm.. i just want to shop and sleep and play mahjong.. haha.

I HERE-BY DECLARE THE START OF THE DEC HOLS RIGHT NOW!

It's better have eyes that cannot see;
ears that cannot hear;
lips that cannot speak,
than a heart that cannot love.

FORGIVEandFORGET

2008-12-05T21:22:00.003+08:00

i was in school until 5pm doing weird stuff instead of the planned-studying-of-OC. haha.. im too lazy to type it all down. if anyone is interested, go to IRFAN blog for the full details. there are pics for viewing too.

hmm, if the previous post was offensive to anyone, i hereby apologise. maybe my words were harsh but the post wasnt directed to anyone, its just my online diary for my own reading. plus, if i any caused misunderstandings, i apologise as well. i dont want to add on to the misunderstandings that are already there. if anyone feel that i have done them anyone wrong, i apologise too.

i make friends, not enemies..

MORONS.

2008-12-04T15:27:00.006+08:00

if there are no morons in the world, everyone will be angels. morons exist for a purpose: to piss people off on purpose.
retards from my class are wtf. well, they do not need to know they are freaking assholes cos even if they know, it wouldnt change a piece of shit.

the row behind me have at least 2 morons, the row behind them have at least 2 retards. what are the limbs on your body for? the move abt and do things independently. if you are feeling hot then walk and turn down the aircon temp, not just use the damn mouth and keep saying how hot you are feeling. if you dont use your legs and arms, then why have them? might as well donate them to someone else who need them more than you. and i am NOT the one who turn up your air con temp at your area. so dont blah out stupid stuff without thinking. whats your brain there for?

DONT BE CHILDISH OVER A PERSONAL FEUD. THATS SO KINDERGARTEN! GET OVER IT!!

and if you just keep your damn mouth shut, no one will say you are annoying. i off the aircon because me and MY FRIENDS feel cold. i cant help it if you are THICK SKINNED or whatever. plus, i wear what I LIKE. no one tells me what to wear except ME. so just keep your mouth shut when the time requires you to be quiet. and please, dont act like you know it all, because YOU DONT. it is just amusing when you act like mr-know-it-all when you arent at all.

morons are those who are freaking annoying ppl. they might as well bang their hollow brain on the wall and stop wasting time on earth doing useless stuff that are not called for.

MORONS OF THE YEAR:
1. guy who stepped on my big toe
2. 5 people in my class (*REFER TO THE TOP)
the list continues..

TUESDAY!

2008-12-02T16:13:00.002+08:00

currently at myspace, killing time until 6 when jap lesson starts. spelling test 2. sighs. i know the characters but, sometimes, my mind's a blank when i try to recall a certain character. EXCEL: PASSED! yay! i need some of excel's aura to help me in my cell bio quiz on thursday and the whole of next week's common test.

Can't we make this dream last forever?

winx?

2008-12-01T12:36:00.000+08:00

cant believe i was in the cinema watching winx? haha. its a nice movie.. money well spent. meet at 2? cos i had church. then bought tickets.. alison was a little later. haha. then we went to have a meal at somewhere. cant rmb the name. haha. free flow of drinks and ice cream? yup. then alison left. when shopping at orchard, bought 2 pairs of shorts (dark blue and black) and a long cardigan. arrive at faceshop and irfan was our 'model' for nail polish testing! hahah. different colours on 5 fingers. it was one of a kind in the world. HAHAHA. i'll upload the pic when i have it. then off we went to marina square cos my family was there. i met someone unexpected. SALLY! with someone else. haha. she was super paiseh la. haha.
busy weekend but it was great! shopping and more shopping. heehee. opps! forgot to write who went out with me. hahha. hmm, alison (honey's honey), irfan (dad) and renwei (irfan's only son for now).

To fall in love is awfully simple, but to fall out of love is simply awful.

SHOPPING!

2008-11-30T23:27:00.000+08:00

went to JB!!! bought like a million things? haha. i got a new black bag from mango, new silver satin shoes, 2 new tank tops from FOS and a new black shorts from FOS! haha. oh, i forgot the new black satin earrings. haha. we had local dishes for lunch and SEAFOOD for dinner! my FAV! HAHA. black pepper crab, chilli crab, crayfish and kang kong with cuttlefish!! i must have put on like 5 kg? omg.. have to go on hunger strike for the next seven days. hahah. left singapore at 12? came back at around 10 plus. haha. one day gone like that. im in early holiday mood. and when's common test? next next week. haha. nvm, today's for destress.
SORRY guys, had to cancel the winx movie last minute. haha. watch tmr ba. haha. when im in singapore. (:

It's better have eyes that cannot see;
ears that cannot hear;
lips that cannot speak;
than a heart that cannot love.

FIRDAY!

2008-11-28T09:20:00.002+08:00

here i am, sitting at the lift lobby area at blk 56 studying jap characters for my spelling on tuesday. ta chi tsu te to na ni nu ne no ha hi fu he ho. im still in the process of memorizing them. sighs. there's good news and bad news for jap. good news: i will be able to get my diploma plus in jap.bad news: i have to sit for some replacement test to see if i can pass the 102 module. omg! 102 is like wth? sobs.. and i want to get my diploma plus. sighs.. too bad i dont have jap genes in my DNA..
the good news for today is that there isnt IAC. that seems like the best thing that has happen this week besides knowing that i will be able to get my diploma plus. argh. and its friday! yay. tmr will be destressing day for me. hahah.

so near, but yet so far.

pissed.

2008-11-26T13:02:00.004+08:00

seriously, i cant stand people talking bad about others behind their back. like, if they have any issues with whoever, just be brave and tell the person. not be a coward and say SO much when the person's not around. if you can say it out, then just have a little more courage to tell the person. dont be a mouse. and it reflects so bad on you when that person finds out. dont try to deny or push the blame away from you. it is even worse when you are a guy saying all the wth things abt ppl. if you are NOT happy with anything or ME, then just say it out in my face. that will be so much better. and if you think its unfair, then say so la! dont give a black face and a sucky attitude to everyone else. wth. just say and i will quit la. dont be an asshole. I HATE THAT KIND OF PEOPLE.

and whats with the world man. step on someone's toes and just pretend like you dont have any feeling and carry on talking like an asshole. come on la. where are the manners? they are seriously getting on my nerves. thank god i was in a all-girls school for 10 years. im so grateful. omg. all the morons in my school. damn it.

sometimes when reality hits you, its hard not to get hurt.

MONDAYblues.

2008-11-24T09:36:00.002+08:00

woke up super ultra early today, for cell bio project that is due tmr. so many things are happening on tuesday. so busy. and there's a final rehearsal tonight for tmr. im prepared to stay late. not enough sleep is no good either. common tests are coming straight up! damn it. im not prepared for them yet. have to start preparing. no point saying and saying when no action is being done. i need self-discipline and motivation to study.. HELP!

i don't want to walk out of my perfect illusion.

FINALLY!

2008-11-20T20:29:00.003+08:00

omg, the week has FINALLY passed. i dreaded this week so much! three tests in 4 days. its not that i cant deal with the stress level, but i just dont like it. too much stress can produce pimples, ugly ones that randomly pop out everywhere. but i guess the tests are erm, not too bad. even though some were a little screwed up. but nvm, it is history and its time to move on with life. thats a phrase to encourage someone.. tmr's friday! (* you guys should know why by now..*) but, i'll be busy in school. staying over in NP. hmm, dont know if it is the right choice to stay over. arghh..
jap hiragana test on tuesday and i dont know the characters by hard. sobs.. and i need to do super well this time since the speaking test was ... sighs.. time is passing too fast for me now. so fast that i am not used to it. sighs. my adaptation skills are a little slow this time. oh wells, tmr is slack day for me cos i have finished my IAC ppt! horrayy.. haha.. ganbatte for those who havent!

why did you appear in my mind when she said that?

tooMANYthings,tooLITTLEtime.

2008-11-17T22:13:00.002+08:00

im surprised i could find time to update in the midst of my bumble-bee time. ultra stressed. there's info and jap speaking test tmr! damn it.
hmm, i think im ready for jap, i'll need last min practise though. renwei! my shifu for jap! hahaha.. at least i can write the first few words in the hiragana chart without looking on friday. but, im not sure if i can still rmb them hahaha.
as for info, im not too sure if i am READY for it. NEW DECLARATION: I'M A NOOB IN EXCEL TOO! but i cant help it. i have NO interest in these kind of things, that have to do with the com. i need a million buckets of good luck for tmr. nvm, i'll just have to take things as they come. well, thats the only way for me now! omg!! why must we have info as one of our modules? doesnt LSCT stands for life science and chemical tech? there isnt any excel written on those words! *pissed*
and the performance date is nearing each day. and i haven gone for dance for a long time! haha. i was supposed to be there at 6pm. but i seriously couldnt make it. heehee. where is that sense of belonging? i dont feel it anymore. i still haven decide whether anot to stay over on friday. im a fickle person in many things, including this. i'll decide when the day comes.
right now, its time for me to brush my teeth and go to bed. i need enough sleep for tmr. omg.. I REALLY DISLIKE INFO. ARRGGHH.. *HELP*

nothing's ever impossible, cause the world's one big stage.

UPDATED!!

2008-11-16T18:16:00.004+08:00

(updated for sally)
rushing all my work these few days, so busy until i forgot to update. (sally had to remind me) haha. i have a secret. which i cant say. haha. thats why its called a secret. i got 2 new shoes over the weekend. mum got it for me. so sweet. they are from crocs warehouse sale? up to 80% leh.. super cheap! haha. 20 bucks each. i was like damn it. should grab all on the first day with my mum. my mum is my shifu for sale-grabbing techniques. hahah. the shoes' colours are a little hard to match though. i guess i have to buy clothes that can match my new shoes! yay! one reason to shop, but im broke. sighs. why cant money fall from the sky? ohwells, back to hw-ing. bstats. arrghh.

ps, does anyone have 路 by fish leong? i like that song. heehee.

或许我不能, 把爱看清楚...

busified.

2008-11-13T23:12:00.004+08:00

busy the whole entire day. omg, can time just slow down for a day? i need 24hours to catch up on everything!! omg, the pace of life is just moving too fast for me to even take a breath.
anyways, my ex-chinese tuition teacher bought this bag for me! isnt she sweet? haha. didnt expect it, but its a nice bag. i've used it once like on tuesday for jap class and it is really chic and cute!! haha. i love black too.

我想要的那片天空, 你是不是能夠給我?

elearning.

2008-11-12T11:29:00.003+08:00

im stuck at home doing elearning for bstats and cell biology. i dont understand bstats. question marks appeared when i was reading the first few lines of chapter 6. seriously, what is going on in chapter 6? i need someone to explain to me! omg, stressed. next week is killer week, 2 tests coming up. bstats and jap-speaking test. omg, i missed 1 lesson of jap last week and i was lost this week. and the writing test is in 2 weeks time. omg. need to memorise all the hiragana words? i think so. damn it. and im behind time for bstats tutorial! so im chionging them right now. there are like a million qns from the textbook i have to do. wth. wish me good luck. i need it badly.

Then I would thank that star, that made my wish come true..

survey,anyone?

2008-11-11T22:10:00.002+08:00

all the kind souls on earth please help me complete the surveys listed below. thanks a million! muacks for all those who are nice! haha..

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=4Bgnj9mXRk2VPiKiMAKTtA_3d_3d

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=CRn78NiP4uv2usfpijCDdA_3d_3d

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you.

2008-11-10T21:17:00.002+08:00

omg. i dont know if i made the right decision ytd. haha. no la. i missed out on a super good sale at club21! the prices were slashed by like A LOT. and i wasnt present when my mum went there ytd night! arrhh.. but, i had a great time at somewhere too, mahjong all the way! even though i left really early. sighs. i still wanted to play mahjong. haiya. its all HIS fault la. today's lecture at 9am! super ultra tired in the morning.
when i was showering just now, i realised that i have other names that i respond to. and i dont know why. for example: white rice, 白米, 女儿, mahjong noob? wth. and i respond to all of them? hmm. not so sure. 本小姐's name is JANNAH. haha. hmm, what movies are there in the cinema that are worth my money? hmm. cant find anything.

我想要的那片天空, 你是不是能夠給我..

dancingFOREVER.

2008-11-09T22:44:00.000+08:00

Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.
...

inGRIEVE.

2008-11-06T15:32:00.002+08:00

not enough time to sleep. no time for hw. when you realise that one of your loved ones is gone forever, it may need time for the fact to settle in. but there are no tears, and i dont know why. sighs. going to be real busy this few weeks.
elearning next week, but i have to come to school for organic chem. sian! dance practice is on again. havent had the time to attend anything.

no mood, no sleep, no energy.

workingmyASSoff.

2008-11-01T12:34:00.003+08:00

here i am at NP library doing our cell biology project about cancer. there's no one in school, i'm not really used to it. haha. school's like always packed with lots of ppl. so sian. cant find anything on our project. stressed. no mood to do anything right now. sighs.

thats our work place at the library(:

Nothing's ever impossible, cause the world's one big stage.

waiting.

2008-10-31T09:16:00.003+08:00

its really early in the morning. omgosh. here i am waiting for alison and kathy. *pissed* they were supposed to be here at 9am to discuss the survey questions for IAC. but as expected, everyone's late. damn it. im here sitting and waiting for the 2 wulusai people to come and i dont think there will be time for us to even discuss the questions. isnt IAC important too? i want to score well and im making the effort to come on time for group meetings and do my part in the project. am i the only one who's really concern about IAC? and the stupid mosquitoes are bitting me. im on time, but i get punished for that? whats the world becoming? im starting to get frustrated with school right now. all the insane projects and never ending hw piling up each day. on day, im going to explode. like a volcano that can erupt any moment. i admit that im not always early or on time. but, at least i try to be on time. my mood's affected alr. and i hate the itchy-ness on my legs. why am i coming so early when i can sleep in later? my class only starts at 10am, but im awake at 6.45am. who isnt tired? who wont want to sleep for a longer time? you arent the only one who can be tired. im human too, not a robot. maybe my temper isnt good but try being in my shoes now. how would you feel? im sitting here, doing useless stuff, waiting for whoever that is supposed to be here. whats the point of coming on time when everyone else is late?

pissed and annoyed.

lunchBREAK

2008-10-30T13:07:00.002+08:00

just had my lunch like a few minutes ago. the queue was freaking long. omg. peak hours are wulusai! anyways, there's still one more hour before my next lesson which is the annoying bstats tutorial. cant stand bstats. i dont understand loh. and when i dont understand, i get annoyed. then i'll be pissed why i cant understand. sighs. school.. i can go on complaining about annoying stuff, i have an infinite list.
happy for alison! haha. i think in no time, she's going to be attached? haha. now she's single BUT unavailable as sally said. haha. the progress is really improving at a fast speed. haha..
drats. i havent been exercising lately which is no good. the mood to exercise is always so short. i wanna go swimming but i dont have the time to. and school is passing too fast. it feels like school has just started. but 3 weeks has passed alr, in a flash! omgosh. nvm. my life's packed with too much stuff right now. arrrrhh..
damn it! the school has blocked viwawa? haiyo. i cant get into the webpage. sian. its my stress relief in school. ):
and sally's really into HSM3 songs right now. but the funny thing is that she only knows 1 line from each song. haha. she has been singing them since morning. and i was sitting next to her. my ears!! haha. i still prefer HSM1's ost. the songs are more catchy and easy to learn the lyrics. haha. they bring back memories in pankgor trip. haha. we were singing 'Breaking Free' in the middle of the night. haha. fanny, aimin and melica were quite 'fan' with our singing. haha. but that time, we were really high. kept singing until no voice loh. haha.

Then I would thank that star, that made my wish come true.

STRESSED.

2008-10-29T20:49:00.003+08:00

heehee. didnt go for cca today cos didnt have the mood to go at the last minute. oops! haha. julianty couldnt make it in the last minute too cos of some erm, personal reason? hmm. kathy was kinda 'pissed' cos i think she was excited for cca? hmm. thats a weird reason to get excited. anyways, i didnt waste my evening away. i went to catch HSM3 at cine. hmm, the movie was not bad. the plot was unexpected, the music was good. but to me, i felt that the 'senior year musical' was kinda messy, like rojak. haha. no offence, i was quite confused. nvm. i guess the producers were trying to give everyone a fair chance in front of the camera. dont know why, but i prefer painted skin and red cliff to HSM3. haha. you should know why. heehee.
just reached home. my bag was killing me! freaking heavy. damn it. going to sleep early tonight, lack of sleep isnt really good.
omg. i think this is the 10000th time i've said that this sem is insane! the modules are heavy and i dont like a single one of them except for organic chemistry. i love chem. thats not the point but, OC is the only module i look forward in the school term. thats really sad. out of 6 modules, i only like 1. ohwells. thats school right? thats the norm. students not liking most of their subjects and no one knows the reason why. haha..

if i told you,
i want to learn how to love all over again,
will you teach me how to?